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i feel so...i don't know.
i'm happy. but i'm sad. i'm torn.
i feel like i'm missing something.
like i misplaced it.
left it behind in boston or something.
...but i know i didn't.
kind of.
it took us like 15 mins to say good-bye. neither of us really wanted to part ways.
but we both knew he had to go.
get on the plane. fly home. return to "the norm".
gah. i hate this! i hate this whole set up.
i hate that our "norm" is us being separated by several thousand miles.
i want him to be here. with me. or for me to be there with him.
i hate that i only get a few hours a night to talk to him.
i'm so alone without him here.
i'm happy. but i'm sad. i'm torn.
i feel like i'm missing something.
like i misplaced it.
left it behind in boston or something.
...but i know i didn't.
kind of.
it took us like 15 mins to say good-bye. neither of us really wanted to part ways.
but we both knew he had to go.
get on the plane. fly home. return to "the norm".
gah. i hate this! i hate this whole set up.
i hate that our "norm" is us being separated by several thousand miles.
i want him to be here. with me. or for me to be there with him.
i hate that i only get a few hours a night to talk to him.
i'm so alone without him here.