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it's been a bit gloomy all day and television has been my fractured foot's only company. [no cast is involved but the weirdest boot and swollen limp has been.]
my heart felt like it was breaking last week with all the departures. brooklyn being in rhode island permanently, leaves me feeling a bit empty. and the anticipation and nervousness of leaving is killing me too. i really want to start adjusting to something new than sit around here awaiting stuff. then again leaving permanently myself is hard to grasp.
besides all the negative--these past few days have been filled with great rented movies and good company. sterile environments but good shows. cheap food and hour long therapy sessions. winter dresses and frosted ice packs. iron chef america and nostalgic moments. packing packing packing.
i lost my summer reading among my newly improved room that is now contained into five/six different sized boxes. my library books are way overdue and i miss daniel stein's exaggerations in closer proximity. i still have a few goodbyes also which i hope will happen.
right now positivity lurks only in patrick o'tooles return to new york tonight because of the hurricane.
my heart felt like it was breaking last week with all the departures. brooklyn being in rhode island permanently, leaves me feeling a bit empty. and the anticipation and nervousness of leaving is killing me too. i really want to start adjusting to something new than sit around here awaiting stuff. then again leaving permanently myself is hard to grasp.
besides all the negative--these past few days have been filled with great rented movies and good company. sterile environments but good shows. cheap food and hour long therapy sessions. winter dresses and frosted ice packs. iron chef america and nostalgic moments. packing packing packing.
i lost my summer reading among my newly improved room that is now contained into five/six different sized boxes. my library books are way overdue and i miss daniel stein's exaggerations in closer proximity. i still have a few goodbyes also which i hope will happen.
right now positivity lurks only in patrick o'tooles return to new york tonight because of the hurricane.