One beer, two beers, three beers, four. How many can I finish before I hit the floor?I was originally scheduled to work tomorrow (Saturday) from 6 AM-1:30 PM, according to the schedule printed last week. I had planned to find a sub at KRCC from 2-3 or 2-4. When I got in line to sign my time card tonight, I was told I would actually begin my ( Read more... )

I should be asleep right now, but I've been kept awake by panic attacks and worrying about my future. The attacks happened Thursday morning when I was driving to work. I realized I had forgotten my ID badge and my cell phone, so I couldn't call work to tell them I'd be late. I drove to the Service Source office to have a spare badge printed. I ( Read more... )

I wish there was a better and/or less expensive way for me to get rid of these panic attacks. I seem to be in a no-win situation with weather; cold weather makes me feel depressed, while hot weather increases my anxiety. I don't have air conditioning to make my condo more comfortable, and the fans just seem to blow the hot air around instead of ( Read more... )

I recently signed up for Google+. As with most social network sites, I was hesitant to join at first. I figured (a) I would begin using this service so much that I'd abandon other sites, or (b) I wouldn't do much with it since the features are available on other sites ( Read more... )

I feel like complete shit now. This weekend has been filled mostly with stress, panic attacks, violent outbursts and feelings of being hopeless and worthless. I have a feeling things will continue to get worse before they get better. The problem is: I'm having a hard enough time dealing with my current situation. I can't imagine how I'll be ( Read more... )

Last month, I had applied for an on-air position at local radio station KKLI. I hadn't received a call back from them even after leaving messages with the general manager. When I called the station today, I was told the position has been filled. I don't care how many applications the station gets, if you're responsible for hiring employees, you ( Read more... )

I miss the days when I could worry about things other than whether I could afford to pay bills or not. Wednesday morning, I called (and left a voice mail for) the Vocational Rehab employee I normally see. He didn't return my call; I'm hoping he will today ( Read more... )

I called the company hiring Fort Carson dining hall workers to get an update on my possible employment. No decision has been made yet ( Read more... )

It's 2 AM and I'm having trouble sleeping. Venting online usually helps me relax and think straight ( Read more... )

"You will be traveling and coming into a fortune ( Read more... )