Just a Thought
I wish i could just make you turn around
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much i need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
I'm not tryin' to offend anyone with this post i'm just making a point and venting
I'm 16 years old...
and i've been through crazy shit..
things no one should ever have to go through...
and i dont complain or bitch or show my emotions at all...
sometimes i'll see someone get upset over the STUPIDEST shit..
boo fuckin hoo cry me a goddamn river..
i could sit here and name a million things fucked up in my life things i've seen, had to do, had to go through, and it would be shit that yall couldn't even imagine on how to deal with it...
but i don't cause i'm a quiet person believe it or not...
i don't show emotions and i don't complain to people about how billy sue said somethin about me or my parents grounded me for havin a C ahh imma kill myself...
i mean if ya'll think this stuff is hard wait till somethin bad actually happens..
then again i could be wrong some of ya'll could have it worse and some of yall might have it worse but i seriously doubt that..
sorry for such a mean post it just was time to vent..
and the sad thing is no matter how bad i need to talk to someone i dont and i dont even know why...
o and if you think i'm bullshitin call me, IM me or whatever and if i give two shits on tryin to impress you or convince you then i might tell you what i go through but i probably won't cause i don't need to prove shit to anyone but myself and god
::EDIT::
not trying to be mean but i'm not doing this for sympathy i've had it all balled up in me for like these past two or three years and what happened on friday made me just have a vent
Turn around and see me cry
There's so much i need to say to you
So many reasons why
You're the only one who really knew me at all
I'm not tryin' to offend anyone with this post i'm just making a point and venting
I'm 16 years old...
and i've been through crazy shit..
things no one should ever have to go through...
and i dont complain or bitch or show my emotions at all...
sometimes i'll see someone get upset over the STUPIDEST shit..
boo fuckin hoo cry me a goddamn river..
i could sit here and name a million things fucked up in my life things i've seen, had to do, had to go through, and it would be shit that yall couldn't even imagine on how to deal with it...
but i don't cause i'm a quiet person believe it or not...
i don't show emotions and i don't complain to people about how billy sue said somethin about me or my parents grounded me for havin a C ahh imma kill myself...
i mean if ya'll think this stuff is hard wait till somethin bad actually happens..
then again i could be wrong some of ya'll could have it worse and some of yall might have it worse but i seriously doubt that..
sorry for such a mean post it just was time to vent..
and the sad thing is no matter how bad i need to talk to someone i dont and i dont even know why...
o and if you think i'm bullshitin call me, IM me or whatever and if i give two shits on tryin to impress you or convince you then i might tell you what i go through but i probably won't cause i don't need to prove shit to anyone but myself and god
::EDIT::
not trying to be mean but i'm not doing this for sympathy i've had it all balled up in me for like these past two or three years and what happened on friday made me just have a vent