Jan 02, 2006 03:00
alright everyone i've comtemplated suicide and it looks good...don't worry i'm not gonna do it (that'd be selfish on my part)
but i mean for real wats so bad about death?
im surpised but i'm happy i believe its all in gods hands and i'm very appreciative to god for everything i've gotten to do but also about death we look at it from the selfish side o that guy died thats so sad why is it sad he's away from all this bad stuff on earth at worse he's somewhere quiet no nothing...
at best he's an angel or a spirit somewhere whats so bad about that throughout my life i wanted to be an angel for god do somethin whre i could be of some help
but i just can't and i'm sick of the way i'm feelin like i'm not gonna commit suicide so don't worry about it but i mean if i died hey i wouldn't mind it and yes its very selfish i know thats why i'm not gonna do anything to speed the process so you can post comments o thats selfish o thats blah blah blah i don't care cause no one has witnessed the struggles that i've survived