sudden onset sadness
the glaring white box in front of me is daunting.
i never know what to say. or i think i know what to say and then i stare at the screen and everything feels so trite and boring.
what i do know, is these random bouts of depression are really getting to me. and for real, for the first time in my life, i have no reason to be depressed...but i still am. what the fuck is wrong with me?
and what happened to my vocabulary??!! i used to have a much wider range of words to throw in here and there to really jazz things up. now, i've got nothing but cliches. how lame.
my life is good.
why am i so sad?
i never know what to say. or i think i know what to say and then i stare at the screen and everything feels so trite and boring.
what i do know, is these random bouts of depression are really getting to me. and for real, for the first time in my life, i have no reason to be depressed...but i still am. what the fuck is wrong with me?
and what happened to my vocabulary??!! i used to have a much wider range of words to throw in here and there to really jazz things up. now, i've got nothing but cliches. how lame.
my life is good.
why am i so sad?