Fic: Normal
This is my first adult fic and it is pretty dark. It contains intense BDSM. I actually have a couple adult stories in the works and the rest are much lighter, but I really wanted this one to get out before Kill Ari (part 2) aired. This story came out of a discussion on the NavyNCISslash Yahoo!group about Agent Ziva David and how Gibbs would accept her presence on the team. It also comes from the thought that Gibbs might have a pretty dark side when he lets go.
Title: Normal
Rating: FRAO
Category: Slash, BDSM, Angst, Dark
Summary: Because they both need to hurt.
Characters: Gibbs/Tony
Spoilers: Kill Ari (part 1)
Series: N/A
Length: 3 pages
Disclaimer: I mean no harm and make no money from this.
Normal
On the surface, everything is normal. How could it not be normal? Ari’s dead. That’s closure, right? It shouldn’t matter that Agent David killed him. He’s still dead. So, here she is. In Kate’s desk, on Kate’s team. Gibbs invited her himself. It wouldn’t be normal if he hadn’t. She’s a good agent. She’s smart and confident. She defied her superiors to see justice done. He likes that sort of thing.
So, here she is. Teasing Tony and McGee. Ducky thinks she’s a nice girl. Abby’s even warming up to her. They’ll never be very good friends, but that’s okay. Things are still pretty normal. Gibbs is back to growling, Tony’s chasing skirts, and McGee still stutters sometimes.
What isn’t normal is Tony standing outside Gibbs’s door on the night before their day off when they aren’t on call. What isn’t normal is what he’s planning on doing once he gets inside.
When Gibbs opens the door, he’ll smell like alcohol. He’s been sitting in his chair in the dark drinking while he waited for Tony to arrive. He’s been remembering every mistake made at work since the last time they did this. He’s been reliving every time one of his agents got hurt or almost hurt. He’s been thinking of everything Agent David did that Kate could have done better. Everything Kate should have done better.
It’s good, though. Because Tony’s been remembering every mistake he made. He’s been reliving every disappointed and angry look on Gibbs’s face. He’s been thinking of all the teasing between him and Agent David and how Kate would have done it differently. How Kate should have done it differently.
So, they’re both ready when Tony crosses that threshold and Gibbs drags him into the bedroom. Tony’s ready for the cuffs that go on just a little too tight. And Gibbs is ready to taste blood.
Gibbs pulls Tony’s head back by the hair so hard a few strands come out. He bites his throat. And down his chest. And, when he bites the nipple, Tony cries out, because it was hard enough to draw blood. And it’s a beautiful sound and a beautiful taste, so he keeps it up. Inner thigh, belly, balls, ass.
Gibbs shoves two fingers inside Tony. Only stretching him enough to get inside. Neither of them do any real preparation. It would defeat the point. This is supposed to hurt. They both want it to hurt.
Gibbs forces himself all the way in with one thrust. It burns and they’re not using condoms. Because this isn’t about safety or even sex. It’s about wrong. Everything that is wrong. Everything that went wrong.
And now they’re fucking. Hard and fast. And Gibbs is jacking Tony to the same rhythm. It isn’t pleasant, but it is stimulation. And they both come. It’s a release, if a temporary one.
And the handcuffs come off. And it’s over. Just like that.
All of Tony’s open wounds sting in the hot water of the shower. And his cock is sore. And his ass hurts every time he moves. What they’re doing is so dangerous it isn’t funny. It isn’t even close to safe. But they will do it again.
Because things couldn’t be normal if they didn’t.
Because Gibbs was supposed to be the one that killed Ari. Because Tony was supposed to be his right hand. Because they both failed Kate.
Because Gibbs needs to hurt someone and Tony needs to be hurt.
Title: Normal
Rating: FRAO
Category: Slash, BDSM, Angst, Dark
Summary: Because they both need to hurt.
Characters: Gibbs/Tony
Spoilers: Kill Ari (part 1)
Series: N/A
Length: 3 pages
Disclaimer: I mean no harm and make no money from this.
Normal
On the surface, everything is normal. How could it not be normal? Ari’s dead. That’s closure, right? It shouldn’t matter that Agent David killed him. He’s still dead. So, here she is. In Kate’s desk, on Kate’s team. Gibbs invited her himself. It wouldn’t be normal if he hadn’t. She’s a good agent. She’s smart and confident. She defied her superiors to see justice done. He likes that sort of thing.
So, here she is. Teasing Tony and McGee. Ducky thinks she’s a nice girl. Abby’s even warming up to her. They’ll never be very good friends, but that’s okay. Things are still pretty normal. Gibbs is back to growling, Tony’s chasing skirts, and McGee still stutters sometimes.
What isn’t normal is Tony standing outside Gibbs’s door on the night before their day off when they aren’t on call. What isn’t normal is what he’s planning on doing once he gets inside.
When Gibbs opens the door, he’ll smell like alcohol. He’s been sitting in his chair in the dark drinking while he waited for Tony to arrive. He’s been remembering every mistake made at work since the last time they did this. He’s been reliving every time one of his agents got hurt or almost hurt. He’s been thinking of everything Agent David did that Kate could have done better. Everything Kate should have done better.
It’s good, though. Because Tony’s been remembering every mistake he made. He’s been reliving every disappointed and angry look on Gibbs’s face. He’s been thinking of all the teasing between him and Agent David and how Kate would have done it differently. How Kate should have done it differently.
So, they’re both ready when Tony crosses that threshold and Gibbs drags him into the bedroom. Tony’s ready for the cuffs that go on just a little too tight. And Gibbs is ready to taste blood.
Gibbs pulls Tony’s head back by the hair so hard a few strands come out. He bites his throat. And down his chest. And, when he bites the nipple, Tony cries out, because it was hard enough to draw blood. And it’s a beautiful sound and a beautiful taste, so he keeps it up. Inner thigh, belly, balls, ass.
Gibbs shoves two fingers inside Tony. Only stretching him enough to get inside. Neither of them do any real preparation. It would defeat the point. This is supposed to hurt. They both want it to hurt.
Gibbs forces himself all the way in with one thrust. It burns and they’re not using condoms. Because this isn’t about safety or even sex. It’s about wrong. Everything that is wrong. Everything that went wrong.
And now they’re fucking. Hard and fast. And Gibbs is jacking Tony to the same rhythm. It isn’t pleasant, but it is stimulation. And they both come. It’s a release, if a temporary one.
And the handcuffs come off. And it’s over. Just like that.
All of Tony’s open wounds sting in the hot water of the shower. And his cock is sore. And his ass hurts every time he moves. What they’re doing is so dangerous it isn’t funny. It isn’t even close to safe. But they will do it again.
Because things couldn’t be normal if they didn’t.
Because Gibbs was supposed to be the one that killed Ari. Because Tony was supposed to be his right hand. Because they both failed Kate.
Because Gibbs needs to hurt someone and Tony needs to be hurt.