Teetering over a curiously grey precipice.
Over the past week, the sensation that something has got to give or that something has to happen has been growing, and I'm rather at a loss to cope or ignore the tension it's causing in me. I can't really focus on much --neither exercise, TV, executing creative processes or reading has done anything to lessen the tension. Sleep comes but slowly, and apprehension of the tension keeps me in bed long after I should wake up. Being unconscious does mean, after all, that I need not feel the tension. There's all this energy and need for it to go somewhere, and I'm clueless what to do.
I don't know what I'm doing, as per usual. I doubt I'll be the only one relieved when/if I get employed somewhere, anywhere, just so no one has to hear me parrot that phrase anymore.
I tried to distract myself last night with fanfiction. Good god, fanbrats. *head/desk OTP* As if I needed irritation on top of the tension.
Author self-insert as the Alien Queen despite being a fleshy human AND beloved slave of a Predator leader? No.
Draco as a half inu-youkai and explaining it in Japanese terms to Hermione? No.
Vegeta as a singer/dancer a la Coyote Ugly? No.
Inuyasha knowing and reciting Romeo and Juliet to Kagome, even while delirious? No.
And just FYI...A person from Crete is not a Cretin. Well, generally, at least. A kimono is not a dress. Paired dancing is inappropriate in a period piece taking place in old Japan.
ARGH. *tries to hunt down a relaxing activity*
I don't know what I'm doing, as per usual. I doubt I'll be the only one relieved when/if I get employed somewhere, anywhere, just so no one has to hear me parrot that phrase anymore.
I tried to distract myself last night with fanfiction. Good god, fanbrats. *head/desk OTP* As if I needed irritation on top of the tension.
Author self-insert as the Alien Queen despite being a fleshy human AND beloved slave of a Predator leader? No.
Draco as a half inu-youkai and explaining it in Japanese terms to Hermione? No.
Vegeta as a singer/dancer a la Coyote Ugly? No.
Inuyasha knowing and reciting Romeo and Juliet to Kagome, even while delirious? No.
And just FYI...A person from Crete is not a Cretin. Well, generally, at least. A kimono is not a dress. Paired dancing is inappropriate in a period piece taking place in old Japan.
ARGH. *tries to hunt down a relaxing activity*