I posted this before, right?
Sometimes I think I post about things, but I didn't. Did I mention that I'm not moving back to Bellingham, at least not anytime soon, and instead I'm finding a place with Mandi in Seattle? 'Cause that's the plan and has been for about a month or so I think. The only reason I'm not sure if I posted about is because a few people have said "You just need to make a decision and stick to it" after I already did and have been sticking to it. Moving back to Bellingham, staying in Seattle, it's all scary in some ways. There's no way around it. I simply want to be in two places at once and that's not possible and it came down to feeling that Seattle is where I need to be right now in this phase of my personal growth on so many levels. Even though part of me says "Go back home. Return to the Shire, like Frodo", there is much journeying ahead of me before I can do that. I'm also pretending I'm "studying abroad". It's easier to not run away and hide from life that way.
Different topic, next time I'm in Bellingham I want to go skinny dipping in Lake Padden at night. I want lots of company. Who's with me? I don't know when it will be, but possibly sometime next week or weekend, or maybe the next one. My days off are random, and unless I ask for the weekend off I won't have it, except maybe a Friday. Such feelings of deja vu right now.
So much more I want to write, but It's past my bed time. Good night.
Different topic, next time I'm in Bellingham I want to go skinny dipping in Lake Padden at night. I want lots of company. Who's with me? I don't know when it will be, but possibly sometime next week or weekend, or maybe the next one. My days off are random, and unless I ask for the weekend off I won't have it, except maybe a Friday. Such feelings of deja vu right now.
So much more I want to write, but It's past my bed time. Good night.