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I was in Bellingham the past two days. Sorry to the many people I didn't hang out with and to the many calls I missed. It was crazy busy as usual, and was mostly focused on Yoshi and Willow's wedding, which was so lovely. I wish I had pictures. I forgot my phone has a camera in it and I didn't see the disposable cameras that were provided (until it was over).
I also went to the Roller Betties bout yesterday. The last one of the season! It was great! I didn't think I'd be able to go, but I did. Then I got quick food (Pel Meni)and went out to Rumors for the official after party. I "shouldn't" have, but I did and it was a lot of fun, even if I did feel like I was mostly present on a surface level, which was odd. I just couldn't get some of the walls down that would have allowed me to really connect with people. I tried, but part of it was there were too many awesome people that I wanted to connect with, but mainly it was that I couldn't get my fucking shell open enough to really let people in or "seek them out". Hard to explain, but I hope you know what I mean. Still, I did manage some good connection and lots of fun, some drinking, but not too much (perfect). Some dancing, which I really fucking needed! It was great. I got about 4 hours of sleep and now I'm at work.
So far today is good. I am exhausted, however, the day at work started with my favorite manager playing "The Mariner's Revenge Song". Fuck yes. Now "Past the Mission" by Tori Amos is playing. That's the one with Trent Reznor doing back up vocals, not that you'd be able to tell if you didn't know, but still. It makes me happy. The main store managers that play crappy music are gone all day! Also, I'm posting on LJ at work. Yay. I better stop now though and actually work.
I also went to the Roller Betties bout yesterday. The last one of the season! It was great! I didn't think I'd be able to go, but I did. Then I got quick food (Pel Meni)and went out to Rumors for the official after party. I "shouldn't" have, but I did and it was a lot of fun, even if I did feel like I was mostly present on a surface level, which was odd. I just couldn't get some of the walls down that would have allowed me to really connect with people. I tried, but part of it was there were too many awesome people that I wanted to connect with, but mainly it was that I couldn't get my fucking shell open enough to really let people in or "seek them out". Hard to explain, but I hope you know what I mean. Still, I did manage some good connection and lots of fun, some drinking, but not too much (perfect). Some dancing, which I really fucking needed! It was great. I got about 4 hours of sleep and now I'm at work.
So far today is good. I am exhausted, however, the day at work started with my favorite manager playing "The Mariner's Revenge Song". Fuck yes. Now "Past the Mission" by Tori Amos is playing. That's the one with Trent Reznor doing back up vocals, not that you'd be able to tell if you didn't know, but still. It makes me happy. The main store managers that play crappy music are gone all day! Also, I'm posting on LJ at work. Yay. I better stop now though and actually work.