Why so hard to choose?!
There are a lot of things I could write about, but I'm choosing to again, write about "what the fuck am I going to do?!
I want to go to school this Fall. I will have to go full time (for financial aid reasons). I still don't know where I will realistically be living by fall, but I have to figure it out quick because I have to pick a school! I'm already past the deadlines, not that that has stopped me before.
I've got all these people telling me to stay in Seattle area, and I have other people saying I should go back to Bellingham. There are good arguments for both! There seem to be more practical reasons to stay in Seattle area (but not Bellevue), and at this point my heart is in both, in different ways. I wish someone could just give me an answer that would make everything clear! But I'm not sure it's possible.
Either way, I need to move out of Terry's house within the next month or two, because as awesome as we both find each other, neither of us fully has our own space, especially me, and it is getting very old and I feel very unsettled. Because I'm not settled, at all.
I want to go to school this Fall. I will have to go full time (for financial aid reasons). I still don't know where I will realistically be living by fall, but I have to figure it out quick because I have to pick a school! I'm already past the deadlines, not that that has stopped me before.
I've got all these people telling me to stay in Seattle area, and I have other people saying I should go back to Bellingham. There are good arguments for both! There seem to be more practical reasons to stay in Seattle area (but not Bellevue), and at this point my heart is in both, in different ways. I wish someone could just give me an answer that would make everything clear! But I'm not sure it's possible.
Either way, I need to move out of Terry's house within the next month or two, because as awesome as we both find each other, neither of us fully has our own space, especially me, and it is getting very old and I feel very unsettled. Because I'm not settled, at all.