Psychotic?
So, lately I've been feeling REALLY psychotic, to the point where I'm basically having really BAD dreams and scaring the shit out of my dogs.(Sorry!) I don't know... Maybe it's from all this stress and pressure. It seems like time is going by way to quickly. I have so many priorities and responsibilities. I just can't take it anymore. I want to just throw everything away and just go somewhere... Somewhere where no one can find me. I can just sit under the sun peacefully, listen to birds chirping, feeling the fresh breeze, being surrounded my nature and flowers. It's always been a dream of mine, to go to my own private place.
Ahh... Am I depressed? LOL It feels like whenever I'm out with the people that supposedly care about me, I just want to run away. Even though I'm suppose to be having fun, I just feel tired and lonely. But haven't I been running away a lot lately?
On a side note: OMG! I HATE YOU LAKERS!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU JUST LOST THE PLAYOFFS!!!!! FRIGGIN MAKING KOBE SCORE HALF OF THE ENTIRE GAMES POINTS!!! WTHHH!!!
AND JUST FOR THE HECK OF IT:
Ahh... Am I depressed? LOL It feels like whenever I'm out with the people that supposedly care about me, I just want to run away. Even though I'm suppose to be having fun, I just feel tired and lonely. But haven't I been running away a lot lately?
On a side note: OMG! I HATE YOU LAKERS!!!!! I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU JUST LOST THE PLAYOFFS!!!!! FRIGGIN MAKING KOBE SCORE HALF OF THE ENTIRE GAMES POINTS!!! WTHHH!!!
AND JUST FOR THE HECK OF IT: