I miss my own words

[lunalavalamp]

I’ve been re-reading some of my old LJ entries, and I realized that I was just so unhappy for so long. At least, I seemed to write mainly about unhappy things. It was kind of comforting seeing my own words. I don’t know why I ever stopped updating regularly

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curioser and curioser

[ameranth]

But I’ll be damned if I say it first.

Why?

Re: curioser and curioser

[lunalavalamp]

Because if I say it first, he'll say what he says when his mom says it: "Me too." And that's now what I want to hear. Not at all.

Re: curioser and curioser

[ameranth]

You could always preface or end the statement with "and I will kill you dead if you say 'me too'." Or some such thing.

Or if you just have a hankering to say the words and let him know how you feel, just add in something about how he doesn't have to say anything in return.

Re: curioser and curioser

[lunalavalamp]

It's been so long now that I feel like I have to wait for a really good time to do it. Who knows, maybe that good time is today and maybe it is never.

I could just skip the whole threatening thing and just kill him dead anyway. Then I wouldn't have to worry about it anymore.

Re: curioser and curioser

[ameranth]

Ian says: "Punch him in the dick and say I Love You."

He's very helpful.

Re: curioser and curioser

[lunalavalamp]

Aw, shit, you told Ian?

HOW EMBARRASSSIINNNGG

Re: curioser and curioser

[ameranth]

Psh, not that it was you or details or anything. A theoretical "what's an appropriate way to tell a guy you've been involved in for awhile that you love him?" thing.

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[lunalavalamp]

Well, in that case-- good detective work!