I can hurt you if you want me to, hell I'm stronger than you think

[luna_paz]

complications, frustrations, calculations and baby
damn hesitations,

apprehension.
no apprehension.
apprehension
no apprehension.
apprehension.
just let your spirit shine through, flow through. Sweaty palms are no good, bitten lips are awkward and held breathing without realizing is damn foooooool-
-lish
hell I guess I'll be the guy, again I thought, this time...I guess not, I'll be agressive and zap us outta middle school, cause I do that I turn them into girls.

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and I just want him to kiss me. take me as his girlfriend and not care who's there who's watching could be would be
watching
but just kiss meee
not a peck or on the cheek near the mouth but perfectly aligned on the lips
on my lips and
not care
about
anything
why does there have to be let reasons for visits
or only kisses of greeting or of leave?
but because
just because.

I want him to hug me hard. like he does when we're alone. hug me tight. like he does when no one's around. hug me close
and
intimate like he does with his words late at night and the sun comes up.

time's not on our side, fuck when is it ever?
so...live damnnnit live.
but first I'll have to breath.