WHOLE LOTTA LOVE - CHAPTER 2 PART 1

May 28, 2009 17:10



Title: Whole Lotta Love
Chapters: 2.1/??
Author: luna_no_koibito
Genre: Romance, Life
Warnings:  men/men relationship, cursing, sex, violence.
                      FOR THIS STORY the band NIGHTMARE will be a PS Company band
Rating: from PG -15 to PG -17 (Depending on chapter)
Pairing: Shou/Gackt, Ruki/?, Kai/Ruka, Hiroto/Reita more pairs will appear as the story proceeds
Summary:
                   Year: 2004
                   Scene: in the Visual Kei music scene;  two main groups: PS Company, and all the other bands.
                   PS Company is at the moment on top of the music industry, and in order to protect, and increase their monopoly, anybody, singer or not, related to the PS Company, can't interact with other companies; especially relationships outside the company are forbidden. Is this powerful family going to assure themselves at the top, or will the isolation cause their selfdistruction?
Extra: This is my first fiction (ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE), I am really excited about writing this, but not too sure this going to be good. I am really hoping, I can at least get a 6/10 (LOL). All comments are welcome, either good or bad, I have to start somewhere, so please please comment, it will help me improve. THANK YOU VERY MUCH




MAIN

Chapter 1 part 2

Ruka was doing the dishes, as Kai was seating at the kitchen table, gazing at his lover's back in captivation. Ruka felt his lover's stare on him and keeping his pleased smile directed at his plates, he began speaking with a teasing tone

-So, how does my derriere look after all this months? - Kai slightly giggled, and took himself over to the drummer. He then jokingly slapped a buttock, and softly passing both hands on the drummer's back he reached for the taller man's ear and began whispering

-I liked what I saw … - he then ran his hands from the drummer's shoulders all the way down just above his ass, and resumed whispering

-I like what I touched … - he then joined his hands with the once of the drummer, as the cold tap water rushed over them.

-Now I was wondering whether you'd give me the honor to see and touch, something else … - concluded Kai leaning his head to the side, with an inquisitive expression. Ruka just leaned over and kissed the brunette, he then dropped the plate he was rinsing, and as he was about to embrace the drummer, the phone rang. They both discontentedly looked in the direction of the mood-wrecker, Kai drew a heavy sigh and went to answer the call.

-Moshi moshi … -

-Kai it's Ruki - said the other voice at the end of the other interlocutor, causing the stomach of the drummer to clench.

-Hey what's up? -

-I was wandering whether we should all go together to tonight's thing? - Kai turned to look at Ruka, whose vacant look was fixed on him. Kai's heart began racing as memories of that night slowly made their way through his mind.

-Nightmare are back from their tour, so I am going to come with Ruka - he swiftly answered

-I see. Ok. Then I'll see you there. Bye - replied Ruki hanging up. Kai gently replaced the receiver to its place, he then felt Ruka's arms around his waist; he shivered.

-Who was it? - asked the tall man

-Our manager ... - replied Kai, his hands still both on top of the phone, he began staring at his wrist, as the memories continued their forceful display.

It happened the week before Ruka had to leave for the tour. Kai had been busy the whole week, overworking on Gazette's new single's release. He had to attend a whole series of interviews, with all the other members, but he had gone to a couple of other interviews with their vocalist only.

That night Ruki had called up Kai for the nth time that week.

-Hey Ruki what's up? - cheerfully replied Kai

-We are all going for a drink, wanna join? -

-That sounds - tried to reply Kai, as he felt Ruka's grasp around his wrist. Kai perplexedly looked at his boyfriend, his head hanging down, his hand still firm around his wrist.

-Kai? .. - asked Ruki ignored by Kai, who was starring at the boyfriend in confusion. Ruka then slowly lifted his head, looking straight into Kai, anger in his eye. The younger drummer felt lost, that was the first time he had ever seen such an expression on the taller man, and began feeling uncomfortable.

-Tell him you can't go - ordered Ruka, as he progressively tightened the grasp around the brunette's wrist. Kai began feeling the growing pain in his wrist, his heartbeat instinctively accelerated; discomfort rapidly turned into fear, the hand on the receiver began to slowly shiver

-Kai? Eveything ok? .. - Kai couldn't detach his fearful gaze from the menacing one still firmly looking at him

-Answer - once again ordered Ruka

-I-I'll pass today. I'll see you tomorrow b-bye - swiftly said Kai as he hanged up the phone, and slowly redirected himself to face the taller man.

-R-ruka? ...- he managed to say, Ruka drew a big breath, still holding the boyfriend's wrist excessively tight, he lent closer to face the brunette.

-Thought of leaving me again to go run over to Ruki, eh? - he forcefully accused.

Kai's head was now quickly moving from left to right in negation, words wouldn't come out. Ruka then vehemently dragged him to their bedroom, and violently threw him on the their bed. Kai tried to back up, but Ruka was already on top of him, securing his wrist to bed. Kai sighed in pain, as the already hounded wrist was being tortured again. He then looked at the enraged man on top of him in utter fear; tears began rolling.

Ruka kept the position for a while longer, and as if awakening from a state of trance, looked horrified at Kai. He slowly freed his lover's wrist, and got off the bed, still incredulously starring at the distress body lying terrified on their bed. He then quickly threw his hands on his hair, dropping to the ground next to the bed.

Kai turned on his side, pulling his legs to his stomach, his hands to his face, still feverishly trembling. As he kept starring at his livid wrist he sensed, the other drummer incessantly whispering, in his sobs the same words over and over again

-I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry … - Kai's tears just kept on flowing, as they both fell a sleep in their pain.

The next morning, Kai woke up, noticing Ruka's head lent on the side of the bed, in the same position as last night, still sleeping. He carefully walked to his drawer and began looking for any fashionable wristband. He found one, and he quickly wore it on the hounded wrist.

-Yutaka .. - whispered a voice from the ground, Kai quickly turned to face the floor, and saw Ruka looking up at him, tears painitng his cheeks

-I am so sorry, I don't know … I - Kai felt his tears about to make their entrance, as he pitifully looked at the scene in front of him. He leaned against the drummer and slowly grabbed his head in his chest.

-It's ok … - he said, while his tears finally streamed down

I am so sorry! - yelled the other on the chest of the younger, as he held him tightly, and sobbed louder.

-it's ok baby, it's ok … let's - let's just forget about this, o-ok? -

That's what Kai had said that morning. From that day he had apologized every day, as Kai was begging him to forget, telling him that he was okay. When Ruka had left for his tour, things had seemingly went back to normal, Kai really thought he had forgotten.

-Baby? Are you ok? What did he want? - kindly asked Ruka bringing Kai back to his reality

-Tonight there is a welcoming party for a new band, so he asked, who I was coming with. I told you about it remember? - he said with a smile, hoping the taller man wouldn't notice the nervous tone in his voice.

-Oh, I see, at what time is it?-

-At 9 -

-We should go get ready then, it almost 8 - said Ruka directing himself to their bedroom then looking back he asked - Something wrong? - Kai simply nodded in negation, and joined the other drummer. Ruka held his hand, as they directed themselves to their bedroom. Kai had regained his composure, he looked at his lover's face. He could find no threat, no anger, so he then smiled in relief and convinced himself once more; it happened once, it will never happen again.

888---***---888

The weather was still holding up pretty well, as a deep orange sky was getting ready to welcome the moon. The usual random rainfall didn't make any signs of wanting to stop by, and as a matter of fact it was starting to get a little hot in the bassist's car, who quickly resolved to roll down all the windows. Reita hanged one arm out of his car, nervously starring at the apartment complex out of his right window, he began tapping his left fingers on his wheel.

The bassist began wondering what the heck was Hiroto up too. He wanted to see the young guitarist so badly he hardly could wait any longer. Hiroto came rushing out of his apartment, quickly got into the car, and facing Reita he began apologizing for the delay

    -I am so sorry, I was looki- and his lips were quickly sealed by those of the bassist, who was now leaning over him. Reita then placed his forehead against Hiroto’s, and releasing a little sigh of relief began saying

    - A little longer, without you, and I thought I was going to die

-Reita … - was all that Hiroto could say, completely caught of guard.

Hiroto was just too cute, he thought to himself. The way his eyes sparkled on his lightly flushed face, looking so innocently adorable, as he was looking down trying to avoid his gaze, that alone was enough to turn on the bassist.

Before the guitarist could even think about something else to say, their lips were already locked together. Reita moved closer into the guitarist space, whose head was now against the car's wall. Their tongue began passionately caressing each other, as Reita's slowly touched the younger's chest. Feeling where this was going to go, Hiroto smoothly unlocked their lips, and looking away he attempted to say

-Should't we get going? … - Reita emitted a dissatisfied sigh and quickly pulling himself back to his position. He placed both his hands on the his wheel, and struggled really hard to get rid of his slightly aggravated expression. Seconds later he began speaking.

-So, what was this emergency, with Shou this morning? - blankly asked the bassist as he ignited his car

-Oh, nothing - dismissively replied Hiroto as he was starring out the window, feeling a huge amount of guilt for having refused, for the umpteenth time, his lover's desired pleasure time.

-He called at around 5AM for nothing? - continued Reita with a seemingly irritated voice

-We often do that. Nothing to worry about - replied Hiroto looking at the blonde, with the best smile he could muster.

-It will be the day you'll finally agree to stay over … - audibly whispered Reita

Since they started dating, the guitarist had always found an excuse to avoid staying over at the bassist place, or letting him staying over at his, and whenever things started getting heated, he would wiggle himself out, with some other justification. The bassist was pretty sure the guitars wasn't virgin, it was one of those random question they had asked each other during one of their dates when they had had a little too much to drink; or else of course he had been lying.

-How about tonight? Wanna stop over at my place? - suggested the bassist as he kept his gaze fix to the road in front of him. Keeping his head forward he quickly glanced at the guitarist, and noticed him gulping.

-Let's see how drunk I am at the end of this … - replied Hiroto looking at Reita, with another big smile and then quickly added - ...you haven't yet told me how was your day. -

-It was ok, just a bit distracted, every now and then … - replied Reita

-That's uncommon from the extremely talented Reita - mockingly added Hiroto -what was troubling your mind? -

-You … - dryly replied the blonde, leaving the guitarist, speechless, with a rather remorseful expression; not quite the reaction the bassist his was expecting.

888---***---888

-Tell me again why are doing this? - impatiently retorted Gackt

-Because my life is dull, and you love me - replied Yoshiki, as he applied a fake goatee on the friend's face.

Gackt looked at himself in the mirror, he was wearing a long black stylish wig. Part of his hair was covering his right eye, the rest of the hair lay just a bit below his neck, on his collarbone. His face frowned in disgust.

-Playing music with your own band is more exciting and less dangerous, than trying to let ourselves be kicked out from a place we don't belong - mumbled Gackt, Yoshiki blatantly ignored him, he simply fixed his friends hair, and stepped back to wonder at his creation

-I shall call you “The Gackt” - he then concluded. Gackt just rolled his eyes, resisting the temptation of getting rid of everything. He did have to admit though that the drummer looked more hilarious. His hair was now dark brown, spiking all over the place, and he had a pair of weird mustaches. They didn't stand a chance of success.

-What's with that distrustful look! - yelled Yoshiki in indignation, Gackt just exhaled, and turned back towards the mirror, as his gaze suddenly shifted to a vibrating object on the table in front of him. He grabbed the cellphone, and gladly answered the call

-Moshi moshi, Hyde?

-Hey what's up? -

  • Nothing good … -

-What happened? - curiously asked Hyde

-Yoshiki here, is grabbing me to a PS Company party … we are going in incognito … - he explained looking at Yoshiki's satisfied expression

-R-really? What band is going to be there … - slowly asked Hyde

-I guess all of them, since they are welcoming a new one, and they staff … we are going as staff, with Miyavi's help … I know … it keeps getting worse … - resignedly hissed Gackt, holding his forehead in his hand, in apparent shock about what he had just admitted to.

-All the bands eh … - whispered Hyde with a sigh

-Sorry, I didn't catch that, what did you say? - politely inquired Gackt

-Oh, nothing. I was just thinking that I would like to come with you guys … sounds like fun. - quickly replied Hyde

-Am I the only sane person in here! - replied Gackt, still shocked by Hyde's response, producing a laughter from the other vocalist. - Are you still in Britain?-

-I am actually on my way to Japan … I'm on the plane now - said Hyde. Gackt looked up at Yoshiki, who was making him sign that that it was time to leave.

-Well we are getting ready to now so …

-Ok. You guys have fun and … I wanna know every little detail when I come back, ok? - quickly replied Hyde

-O...kay … - concluded Gackt in amusement, as they both hanged up

-Miyavi-chan is waiting for us outside - said Yoshiki in palpable excitement. Gackt stood up, an holding tightly to the promise the friend had agreed to earlier that morning, he directed himself towards what he believed his end.
Chapter 2 part 2

fic - whole lotta love

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