WHOLE LOTTA LOVE - CHAPTER 1 PART 2

May 27, 2009 18:01

Title: Whole Lotta Love
Chapters: 1.1/??
Author: luna_no_koibito
Genre: Romance, Life
Warnings:  men/men relationship, cursing, sex, violence.
                      FOR THIS STORY the band NIGHTMARE will be a PS Company band
Rating: from PG -15 to PG -17 (Depending on chapter)
Pairing: Shou/Gackt, Ruki/?, Kai/Ruka, Hyde/Sakura, Hyde/Ruki, Hiroto/Reita more pairs will appear as the story proceeds
Summary:
                   Year: 2004
                   Scene: in the Visual Kei music scene;  two main groups: PS Company, and all the other bands.
                   PS Company is at the moment on top of the music industry, and in order to protect, and increase their monopoly, anybody, singer or not, related to the PS Company, can't interact with other companies; especially relationships outside the company are forbidden. Is this powerful family going to assure themselves at the top, or will the isolation cause their selfdistruction?
Extra: This is my first fiction (ENGLISH IS NOT MY FIRST LANGUAGE), I am really excited about writing this, but not too sure this going to be good. I am really hoping, I can at least get a 6/10 (LOL). All comments are welcome, either good or bad, I have to start somewhere, so please please comment, it will help me improve. THANK YOU VERY MUCH







MAIN

Chapter 1part 1

Ruki was sitting at the feet of his closed bedroom door, his knees brought up close together, his arms around them, as he was tightly holding the letter. Why did it still hurt so darn bad? Even after a whole two years, in which he hadn't seen or heard from the other vocalist.

The letter said he had to forget him. How in the world was he supposed to do that? How was he supposed to forget the only thing he used to think about? how was he supposed to forget someone, to whom he basically gave his all? how was he supposed to forget his first and only love? At times the pain was just so much he had seriously contemplated dying.

Hyde was his first everything; his first male companion, his first love, the first person he had made love to.

He kept on starring at the paper, as if by doing so, the sender would suddenly appear before him. He knew he was supposed to have burned the letter, to help him in the forgetting process, but what if he didn't want to forget? In the end, that peace of paper was the only proof he had that there was a time in which he was in love and happy.

Hyde, not only was the lead singer of a very popular band, but he wasn't a PS Company member, which made things even harder the time Gazette officially became a band under their company. But it didn't matter, their love was stronger than ever, and their will of staying together was indestructible; or so he thought.

The morning before Hyde had vanished completely form his life, the brown haired had came to his apartment; usual time, usual disguise.

Ruki opened the door and before he could say anything, Hyde had quickly threw himself at his neck. Not seeming to want to leave the grip, Ruki dragged him into the apartment. After a while that they stood in that position, in the middle of Ruki's living room, the at the time black and red haired vocalist, began stroking the elder's head and whispered

-        Hycchan? …

-        Un - slightly moand the other

-        I know you're happy to see me, but I'd like to see you to... - replied Ruki, slowly getting rid of the elder's fisher hat, scarf, and by gently pulling up the elder's face by his chin, he also removed his sunglasses, looking perplexed at those red looking eyes.

-        What happened? Why were you crying? - he asked with a worried tone

-        Oh! this? - swiftly replied Hyde frantically moving his fingers from eye to eye, as Ruki simply nodded

-        Today at rehearsal, they wanted me to stay an extra two hours, but I wanted to come see you so bad, and seeing no way out of it, I faked to have such a bad migraine to the point of crying. I am good aren't I? - He replied smiling. He then grabbed Ruki's face with his two hands, and passionately kissed him. The younger vocalist wanted to keep kissing his lover, but he didn't believe a single word the elder man had said, and worried that the reason was deeper, he slowly pulled back, looking at his lover, who was left wondering.

-        Ru-cha~n! - quickly mumbled Hyde, with a mockingly angry face, jumping up and down into Ruki's arms, which caused a little laughter in the younger one.

-        … Are you sure everything is ok? - replied Ruki regaining his composure

-        Yes … now that I am with you - said the brown haired singer then slowly getting his lips closer to his lover's he hissed

-        Hug me - it sounded more like a demand thus, without thinking twice, Ruki obeyed. Then Hyde reached for his lover's left ear and whispered

-        And now kissed me the way I deserve to be kissed … - Ruki giggled for a second and looking at his lover he slowly placed his lips on his lover's, and sensually made his way into the vocalist mouth with his tongue.

The elder reciprocated the visit, and met him with his own wet muscle, while his hands were busy making a picasso out of the younger hair, who was now moaning with lust in the elder's mouth. Ruki began moving them towards the coach feeling his legs weak, Hyde just followed the lead, as he commenced sucking on the younger man's neck, which made him moan once more. Hyde felt the coach behind his knees, and pulling himself from kissing Ruki, he dropped himself on it. He then lustfully bit his lower lip, and sensually massaged his neck, while looking up at the younger one, who dropped suddenly to his knees, his eyes burning in desire. Hyde smiled with pleasure, satisfied of being able to cause such a reaction in the younger vocalist, and slowly moved his index making sign at Ruki to come closer.

As Ruki reached his prey, he softly began kissing the elders neck, he then moved up to the jow, and went back to lock their lips together, he then was about to force their mouth open, when he felt a drop on his chick; he quickly pulled back.

-        Why are you always so kind to me ... - whispered Hyde, with his eyes closed, now placing his forehead against, the one of the younger. Ruki got up from the ground, sat next to the vocalist, pulling his head to his chest.



  • Because you are my princess, and I need to protect you, now matter what - continued Ruki kissing his lover's brown locks. Hyde held tightly to Ruki, once again, and Ruki wrapped his own arms in return, and jokingly said              
           -        I am not going anywhere you know - Hyde began sobbing.


After Hyde had caught himself, they cooked lunch together, and enjoyed their meal, talking and laughing as usual, or at least Hyde forced himself to, thought Ruki. That evening they watched they favorite American movie, as Hyde tried to make Ruki correctly pronounce some of the sentence, failing disastrously.

That night they made love, but they didn't tease each other, lust that was present earlier that morning had disappeared; this was making love to it's purest. Soft caresses, inifinite little kisses, and whispering of sweet words, that night seemed to last forever, but it did end.

The next morning, Ruki turned around in his bed, looking inquisitively as to where is lover had gone. He most have gone to the bathroom, he thought. Hyde always wanted to present himself with his best look at Ruki's awakening. The short young man didn't really care, he practically adored the man, he could have wore rags, and have bags under his eyes the size of Santa's gift sack, for all he cared; all he needed was for his muse to be just next him.

-        Hyccha~n? - he yawned out, bring himself up sitting against the bed-stand. He then distractedly looked at Hyde's pillow, and noticed what seemed to be like a letter; the envelope had words on it:

To Ruki

Ruki recognized the calligraphy of the other vocalist, and as if frightened by the content of the envelope, he slowly opened it, and unfolded the letter in it.

We quickly dropped the letter, and began looking all over his apartment, even in places where a human couldn't possibly fit. He then reached for his cell phone and began calling; no answer. That day he went all the place he thought of, but couldn't find him.

He then decided he was going to post himself in front of the vocalist house.

For five three days he stayed in front of the white villa, morning and night, no food no water, never bulging. His body could withstand not eating, but it need water, and on the fourth day he collapsed.

When he opened his eyes he was in a private clinic, an IV stuck in his arm, his head still spinning. He was told that he was brought there by group of bodyguards; no doubt Hyde's. Ruki laughed ironically at the fact that he was the one being save now. He kept on laughing, he laughed for the entire day; and never again.

Ruki got himself up from the door, and directed himself to his desk, and unlocked it with the key he had in his pocket. He then placed the letter next to a black L- shaped object. He then slowly closed the drawer, and locked it up.

888---***---888

Shou slowly opened the door to his room, finding Hiroto sitting, on his bed, yet contemplating his swinging feet.

-        I am so sorry Pon - quickly excused himself Shou, sitting next to his best friend

-        Everything ok? - replied the other

-        Yeah, just … some family affair … - shrugged of Shou

-        Hm, I see. So what did you call me for? - quickly replied Hiroto

-        Well … - started Shou, who was being obsereve by his friend who was awating a satisfactory answer.

-        Ruki had over another of his SeFre, so I wanted to come to your place. But, you weren't answering. But then I didn't want to remain alone, and so I made … you come … here - concluded Shou with a big innocent smile on his face.

-        Shou~! - angrily protested Hiroto, sligtly hitting his friend on his shoulder, and then hitting a hand on his own forehead, in frustration

-        You called just for that? At 6AM?! - he then grumbled

-        Yes .. I know I am sorry Pon, really really sorry! - said Shou, feeling incredibly guilty and placing to joint hands in front of his face in Hiroto's direction. Hiroto looked at him, and deeply sighed.

-        But enough about me! You have something to tell me right? Tell me! Tell me! - said Shou, trying to change the frown on the guitarist face.

-        Oh, it's nothing, never-mind … - replied Hiroto

-        Un, and I am a beautiful princess! - cynically replied Shou, folding his arms in his chest

-        Well, that's a universal truth - mockingly replied Hiroto

-        Come one! We are best friends, you can talk to me! - seriously replied Shou. Hiroto took a deep breath, looked at the ceiling, and then looked back at his best friend.

-        Ok. The announcement was gonna be made later today anyway at the party, but I wanted you to know directly from me first - said Hiroto in a sad tone. Shou panicked, was Hiroto about to tell him that he wanted to leave the band? Before the guitarist could say anything more, Shou grabbed him by the shoulders and begin screaming

-        I don't know whatever I did! But, I - I am sorry, I didn't mean to ! PLEASE DON'T GO! - Hiroto looked at his best friend extremely confused, he freed himself from the grasp, and stood up

-        It's not that! Are you stupid! Why would I leave the band? Now of all times? … you really lack common sense do you! - said Hiroto nervously, leaving Shou still wondering

-        But then I can't think of-

-        I am going out with Reita! - screamed Hiroto

-        Eh? - managed to say Shou, who was trying to say something else but just manged to say another - Eh? … How? … when? - he continued

-        About a month, and it's complicated. But is super happy, so happy he is going to announce it today! - continued Hiroto, with a blank expression, making Shou even more bewildered.

-        And you … are not … happy? - slowly asked Shou in shock, knowing how much his best friend wanted to be with guy, and still trying to keep his anger in check fro not been told earlier.

-        Of course I am you know that! It's just … - interrupted the guitarist, who was now passing back and forth in front of Shou, who got up, stopped the friend and looked at him straight in the eyes and asked

-        It's just that? - Hiroto looked away and with a loud lament, resumed speaking again

-        I don't even know how to say this! -

-        Just say it! - persisted Shou

-        But I can't! - yelled back Hiroto

-        Fuck! Pon … - Yelled Shou in exasperation - you know I can't handle this secretive kinda shit! - retorted Shou, sitting on the bed. Then a cell phone went off, Hiroto hastily looked at the phone.

-        I have to go! - said Hiroto making walking to the door

-        Prince charming? - ironically said Shou in an irritated voice, Hiroto stopped to look back, at Shou and said while smiling

-        I'll see you tonight. Be sure to look you best princess, ok? - he said and blew the vocalist, whom as well blew him a kiss and showed him his middle finger. Hiroto simply laughed and left the room.

Shou lay down on his bed contemplating his ceiling. Not only Pon hadn't tell him for an entire month that he was dating, but now he remained the only single guy in the entire band. Tora and Saga had been married from before they were brought to this world. Nao was being secretive about his companion, but from the happy face he displayed every morning it was clear that there definitely was someone.



Shou was now frantically, shaking his face in his pillow, not feeling like celebrating anymore. What was he going to do at a party were everybody was coupled? He pouted in disgust, and shifting his head on his pillow, he wished for tonight's party to be as less boring as possible, but remembering the Be careful what you wish for lesson he had learned today, he took his wish back, but little he new; it was already too late.

888---***---888

The sky had almost lost all it's pinkness, and Gackt, and Yoshiki were now sitting at the benches in a park; sober, feeling disgusting, and with a excruciating headache. Gackt detached his gaze from the sky and placed it on Yoshiki, who was now leaning on his shoulder.

-        The fuck Yoshi move up! - said Gackt pushing the drummer's head away

-        Why~ Gakkun? - cried the other, imitating a female voice, replacing his head on the friends shoulder. Gackt just looked at him and frowned.

-        I feel dirty, I need to change. Let's go! - spat Gackt, who tried to get up, but fond himself kept down by his friend.

-        Yoshi! Get the fuck up - grumbled Gackt

-        Ok! ok! We are going home. You go rest all you want then I come pick you again tonight - said Yoshiki pulling himself up

-        I am not going anywhere tonight! - replied Gackt - I am fucking tired! -

-        No, no, no, you HAVE to come, this is going to be interesting - hissed Yoshiki

-        I don't care. Count me out! - said Gackt, who began walking. He then looked back at Yoshiki, who was still just standing there, sadly looking at the ground. Gackt sighed, and rolling his eyes up he began yelling

-        Where are YOU going to go tonight? - at those words, Yoshiki immediately pulled his head up and quickly walked to the friend with a wide smile

-        Well, since you ask, you know the cafe' Tadashii Hajimari? - he asked Gackt, who simply nodded

-        At night it becomes a bar called Kanpeki no Owari … and tonight they are having a party … all the PS Company bands … - concluded Yoshiki with a devilish smile. Gackt looked at his friend in disapproval

-        Fuck that! Count me out I wan to trouble! - said Gackt, who resumed walking.

-        Come on, it's gonna be fun! We'll go in incognito, nobody will be able to tell it's us. Please Gakkun! - pleaded Yoshiki. Gackt couldn't see anything good coming out of this one at all. Pure trouble. However, he knew his best friend, he would have probably forced him in some other way, thus, finding a way to turn the situation in his favor he approached his friend and proposed.

-        I'll come on one condition … - he then said

-        Shoot it! - swiftly replied Yoshiki

-        You'll seriously start considering getting X-Japan together. - offered Gackt

-        Fuck that! - dryly said Yoshiki

-        Then … count me out! - spat Gackt, and resumed his walk. Five minutes later Yoshiki was ran right besides him, he sighed deeply. They walked silently to the place were htier roads splited, Gackt turned turned towards his friend, and as he was ready to bid his goodbye, Yoshiki quickly spoke looking at the ground

-        I'll pick you up at 8'o'clock. Don't be late - and then walked away, giving his back to a rather satisfied Gackt.

Chapter 2 part 1

A/N  aaaaaah I wish I could go to the party, It looks like it's gonn abe rather intersting ... ^_^

fic - whole lotta love

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