like your heart isn't cracking open
I'm feeling better than I did the other day. Though my feelings of isolation and being lonely haven't really gone away. Things are very busy around here. Rehearsals are getting heavy and I sometimes wonder if Kevin is thinking "why did I even let her in!?!" But it's been pretty good.
I feel like if I can make it through this week, I'll be okay. I have 3 assignments due on thursday. My brain is a little melt-y.
I'm going to be volunteering 33 hours at the Food Bank before christmas. I'm really excited about that. Too bad I'm having trouble getting my group going on the project. I feel like I have to play mum. Which isn't always a bad thing...but these are GROWN people. They are in university!! BWAH!
I got to see my family for a little while on sunday. **Thanks Michelle** And it was nice to be home. Thanksgiving will be nice. I'll get to be home for a night. Plus, that is when my love comes home.
I feel bad for talking about him as much as I do. Especially to Michelle. But I REAALLLLLLYYY miss him. And I love him with all my bits. I hope people understand that. And it's very hard to know you want to be with someone, but not be able to...
I should get some work done before dinner and rehearsal. GOOD TIMES!
I feel like if I can make it through this week, I'll be okay. I have 3 assignments due on thursday. My brain is a little melt-y.
I'm going to be volunteering 33 hours at the Food Bank before christmas. I'm really excited about that. Too bad I'm having trouble getting my group going on the project. I feel like I have to play mum. Which isn't always a bad thing...but these are GROWN people. They are in university!! BWAH!
I got to see my family for a little while on sunday. **Thanks Michelle** And it was nice to be home. Thanksgiving will be nice. I'll get to be home for a night. Plus, that is when my love comes home.
I feel bad for talking about him as much as I do. Especially to Michelle. But I REAALLLLLLYYY miss him. And I love him with all my bits. I hope people understand that. And it's very hard to know you want to be with someone, but not be able to...
I should get some work done before dinner and rehearsal. GOOD TIMES!