...Thoughts...
I'm kinda drunk.
Ah!
I've been drinking wine all night because my roommates are incredibly messy and I couldn't take it anymore so I decided to clean. Hence, why was needed. Also (tmi alert!) I have awful cramps and alcohol=magic.
Except my younger brother is here so I have to pretend I'm NOT drunk. HA! I try *very* hard to be a good role model and not do anything crazy or let him know I drink. Actually I didn't start drinking until I was 21 for the most part. Tried it once in high school - a sip of Heineken and EW! Then freshmen year in college I had a Long Island con 151 - I got wasted off one drink. No mas that year. Then sophomore and junior year I drank a handful of times. Senior year I was 21 and went wild. I've calmed down and only drink once in a while now.
Also...my dad was/is an alcoholic so that's why I pretend like I don't drink so my bro won't think bad things or make bad choices. He does look up to me *shrugs*
Anyways. My bro is in my room playing KOTOR and I'm bored in my living room. I'm tired of hearing blasters and lightsaber battles so I ran away. Bad news is allll my friends are awol so here I am typing on lj because I am just full of words. lol.
Check me out at Elvenmaiden003 on gmail if you wanna chat. haha.
Anyways I'm a bit stressed/excited for the weekend. Heading to TORONTO with someone. A someone that I sorta had a thing with in 2003 and haven't seen since. Well, after he asked me to a concert in Toronto we did coffee one night and karaoke with friends another in the past 1.5 weeks. So it won't be totally awkward.
However, I have nooo idea what to expect. I know he's the kind of guy that *really* wants to find The One and settle down - he's on Match and was talking about past relationships when we hung out. Is he into me? Probably...but it's so random!
Even more random...when I moved back to the hometown area I got on 2 dating websites with a fake profile JUST to see what kind of guys are around here (I live in a horrible city when it comes to men) and he was my match BOTH times. So, even more weird. lol, except he doesn't know this.
I don't know...I had a 'thing' with that one guy ('S') but he SUCKS so I ended it. Before him I *thought* something was rekindling with an old friend but NO. And before that? I was moving around a lot, so nada. But 'Y' (the new guy) definitely has potential.
But the whole 'spending a weekend, 2 nites in a hotel room together' is a bit intense. But I'm doing it. I'm kind of crazy, maybe. I don't plan on el sexo because *whoa* too fast and I'm not like that, but I'm slightly worried he might be thinking that way. Ahh! I hate not knowing. I'm a crazy person who does random things but at the same time I like planning and knowing what's going to happen.
Anyways, I'm just rambling...I'll end it now. We'll see how things go. Regardless I've NEVER been to CANADA before and Toronto sounds amazing, so it'll be good. Plus, I might get a chance to meet up with an lj/TtH friend, so that should be fun, too!
Ah!
I've been drinking wine all night because my roommates are incredibly messy and I couldn't take it anymore so I decided to clean. Hence, why was needed. Also (tmi alert!) I have awful cramps and alcohol=magic.
Except my younger brother is here so I have to pretend I'm NOT drunk. HA! I try *very* hard to be a good role model and not do anything crazy or let him know I drink. Actually I didn't start drinking until I was 21 for the most part. Tried it once in high school - a sip of Heineken and EW! Then freshmen year in college I had a Long Island con 151 - I got wasted off one drink. No mas that year. Then sophomore and junior year I drank a handful of times. Senior year I was 21 and went wild. I've calmed down and only drink once in a while now.
Also...my dad was/is an alcoholic so that's why I pretend like I don't drink so my bro won't think bad things or make bad choices. He does look up to me *shrugs*
Anyways. My bro is in my room playing KOTOR and I'm bored in my living room. I'm tired of hearing blasters and lightsaber battles so I ran away. Bad news is allll my friends are awol so here I am typing on lj because I am just full of words. lol.
Check me out at Elvenmaiden003 on gmail if you wanna chat. haha.
Anyways I'm a bit stressed/excited for the weekend. Heading to TORONTO with someone. A someone that I sorta had a thing with in 2003 and haven't seen since. Well, after he asked me to a concert in Toronto we did coffee one night and karaoke with friends another in the past 1.5 weeks. So it won't be totally awkward.
However, I have nooo idea what to expect. I know he's the kind of guy that *really* wants to find The One and settle down - he's on Match and was talking about past relationships when we hung out. Is he into me? Probably...but it's so random!
Even more random...when I moved back to the hometown area I got on 2 dating websites with a fake profile JUST to see what kind of guys are around here (I live in a horrible city when it comes to men) and he was my match BOTH times. So, even more weird. lol, except he doesn't know this.
I don't know...I had a 'thing' with that one guy ('S') but he SUCKS so I ended it. Before him I *thought* something was rekindling with an old friend but NO. And before that? I was moving around a lot, so nada. But 'Y' (the new guy) definitely has potential.
But the whole 'spending a weekend, 2 nites in a hotel room together' is a bit intense. But I'm doing it. I'm kind of crazy, maybe. I don't plan on el sexo because *whoa* too fast and I'm not like that, but I'm slightly worried he might be thinking that way. Ahh! I hate not knowing. I'm a crazy person who does random things but at the same time I like planning and knowing what's going to happen.
Anyways, I'm just rambling...I'll end it now. We'll see how things go. Regardless I've NEVER been to CANADA before and Toronto sounds amazing, so it'll be good. Plus, I might get a chance to meet up with an lj/TtH friend, so that should be fun, too!