wow... it's kind of trippy.. looking back.

Jan 18, 2006 20:45

I've been reading a bunch of my posts from way back when.
Exactly a year and a day ago, I made this post:
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!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 09:04 pm
I'm back in Dallas, but I miss my new queer buddies!
I learned so much, it's more than awesome-ness. I've learned more in 4 days than I would learn in years of school. Seriously.

I feel so much smarter, and informed and I'm impowered to do crap-loads of stuff now! We need a GSA at woodrow! We need a Gendrer-neutral bathroom at Woodrow!

I'm back in activist mode and nothing will stop me now!

though... I miss Caleb, and Jessica, and Julio, and Allan....
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I never successfully started that gsa at woodrow. I can't even seem to finish my part of the resource. I'm a horrible person with consistency.

then I look back even further. to 2004. Two years ago, this month, I made a post:
"January 27th, 2004 yeah... yeah... 09:25 pm
It's been forever. Since school started up again I've been really busy. I'll update later, but right now I'm not in the mood.

My grandmother got her foot amputated this morning. Though she's fine now, I can't even begin to imagine how horrifying it must be for her. I mean, this is from the view of an 80-something year old lady who thinks that the medicine and hospitals in Thailand are better than the one's here. I haven't see her since Sunday. I really want to, but I don't think I should miss out on school.
For some reason, ever since last night, I've wanted to hug my grandma. I've never been really close to her, ever. I can't speak Thai very well, and my grandmother doesn't speak any English. But.... Anyway, I don't know. I don't think I'm in the mood to go to classes tomorrow. I just want to see my grandma. "
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... it's really odd looking back and trying to remember. everything seems to be squished together.
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