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Apr 06, 2019 01:31

Day 6 of my social media hibernation, trying to cut down on the time spent scrolling social media. Hopefully these 30 days will help me focus on what needs to be done, which is sorting my shit out. Work has been so overwhelming and also trying to juggle the personal aspects of my life. Compensation is crap from none other than my own family business but the work load is immense. Granted reading the books, changing my mindset which means I know that complaining wont achieve anything but just let me rant for a while. Spending way more than I did here than in SG but earning almost half of what I did in Singapore isn't something that helps me to focus what needs to be done here. Basically, besides Sales team, it is a 2 man show between me and my brother, aka sai kang warrior.

Yes I know pro activeness is the first habit of being a highly successful person but I cant take life by the scruff of the neck and just quit or ask for a pay rise. so i can only suck it up and use experience as something to boost my career prospects. Hopefully i can tide this out and my bank wont run dry by the end of 2 years. MBA is what im looking at in the near future and its toodles to the family business. get out there and live my own life.

I dont know how much i need to prove to the bosses to get them to give me the recognition or validation i deserve. started from the bottom and had to climb my way up and the very mentor i have now is someone who will never understand how i feel over the last 10 years, i know he meant well but you just got to let me do what i want. Granted my past track record was x10 worse than his thus the difference.

well on personal note i think life is great, experiencing malaysia in terms of food and personal freedom/living alone. making new friends and all, getting myself out there is pretty fantastic. Thanks to Tim and Ron making me feel welcomed and also brian the bastard, evan for being a constant support. The people I meet now are much more genuine and i think thats because of the law of attraction. just last week kimseng came over and was one of the best weekends over here in malaysia. I think i finally found some inner peace with regards to any kind of relationships, no longer need the validation nor the need to chase. In any case, im always a phone call away. Keep your circle small and your beer cold, cheers m8s.
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