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Like the comment I posted on Weija's blog, I'm a bit depressed. And I'm pretty much gonna blame this on my dad. I have family issues, or issues with my parents in this case. Chinese parents aren't the most loving, supportive, or sensitive parents. And in my case, they're pretty much none of the above. So take the POSt for instance. My dad asked me what I'm planning to major in. (And btw, he opened my letter from U of T about my marks without my permission while I was on vacation.) So I tell him probably psych and bio. So he saids, "Yo didn't get into Forensics." And I told him that i didn't. And guess what his answer is??? "That's probably for the best." Now, what the fucking hell is that suppose to mean?? I know that he doesn't really approve of my ideas. But he can at least pretend he's sorry! I don't think my parents really acknowledge or try to understand my feelings most of the time. If I ever cry, my dad would always get mad and not understand why I'm crying, and most of the time it's because they're yelling at me for some reason or another. I guess I can't understand ppl that have supportive parents that just want their children to be happy. It's pretty much a foreign consept to me, cause all my parents ever want me to do is get a good job and make money so I'll support them when they're old. I guess it's one of the reasons I don't want kids. I don't want to push my parents' values on them, and having them resenting me for better part of their life.
Okay, on a happier note, I guess, I just finished downloading Zigeunerweisen. And if Weija and Karen ever get to read the Zigeunerweisen chapter in God Child 2, they'll understand what I'm talking about. It's a violin solo with orchestra accompaniment. It's a nice song. I personally find the song kinda sad. It sounds like it should be played at an Gypsy funeral. But maybe it's just my mood. But I guess, if it's sad, then it'd make sense for that chapter. But the song does get kinda happy toward the end. And I personally like the sad sounding part better.
Okay, on a happier note, I guess, I just finished downloading Zigeunerweisen. And if Weija and Karen ever get to read the Zigeunerweisen chapter in God Child 2, they'll understand what I'm talking about. It's a violin solo with orchestra accompaniment. It's a nice song. I personally find the song kinda sad. It sounds like it should be played at an Gypsy funeral. But maybe it's just my mood. But I guess, if it's sad, then it'd make sense for that chapter. But the song does get kinda happy toward the end. And I personally like the sad sounding part better.