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everyone around tells me over and over and over
don't trust her.
she's shady.
she's holding you back.
she's this.
she's that.
and then there's me.
no.
you just don't know her.
obviously i was the one in the dark.
and i hate that feeling.
i hate hearing the "i-told-you-sos"
from brandon.
from steven.
from everyone.
i can't believe someone
can sit and tell me they care so much
and pretend to know me
and understand my sensitivity
and then turn around
and say the most hurtful things
they can think of throwing at me.
i'm so sick of being hurt.
after everything that has happened
i never knew you
could be so fucking hateful.
i never knew you.
i guess.
i don't want to cry.
i'm sick of crying.
but here i am.
again.
and again.
and again.
and again.
i need to get away from this place.
from these people.
i don't know who i can trust anymore.
i never want to speak to anyone again.
about anything.
because as soon as you think you found someone
who gets you.
who loves you.
who wants you around.
you find out it never was like that
at all.
ever.
and the second you aren't what they want you to be...
they turn on you
like wolves.Oh...you humor me today,
calling me out to play,
with your telescope eyes, metal teeth,
I can't be seen with you, you freak.
Goodbye girl, run away,
Let your short legs carry you away,
With your big dress and your dirty hair,
Your prince waiting for you,
Just get far, far away from me,
I don't want your disease.
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Dear Matthew, why can’t you see?
You’re just not near enough like me
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth
I can’t be seen with you.
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Oh, you humor me today...
don't trust her.
she's shady.
she's holding you back.
she's this.
she's that.
and then there's me.
no.
you just don't know her.
obviously i was the one in the dark.
and i hate that feeling.
i hate hearing the "i-told-you-sos"
from brandon.
from steven.
from everyone.
i can't believe someone
can sit and tell me they care so much
and pretend to know me
and understand my sensitivity
and then turn around
and say the most hurtful things
they can think of throwing at me.
i'm so sick of being hurt.
after everything that has happened
i never knew you
could be so fucking hateful.
i never knew you.
i guess.
i don't want to cry.
i'm sick of crying.
but here i am.
again.
and again.
and again.
and again.
i need to get away from this place.
from these people.
i don't know who i can trust anymore.
i never want to speak to anyone again.
about anything.
because as soon as you think you found someone
who gets you.
who loves you.
who wants you around.
you find out it never was like that
at all.
ever.
and the second you aren't what they want you to be...
they turn on you
like wolves.Oh...you humor me today,
calling me out to play,
with your telescope eyes, metal teeth,
I can't be seen with you, you freak.
Goodbye girl, run away,
Let your short legs carry you away,
With your big dress and your dirty hair,
Your prince waiting for you,
Just get far, far away from me,
I don't want your disease.
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Dear Matthew, why can’t you see?
You’re just not near enough like me
With your telescope eyes, metal teeth
I can’t be seen with you.
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Please don't make me cry,
Please don't make me cry,
I'm just like you I know you know,
I'm just like you so leave me alone
Oh, you humor me today...