just don't leave me waiting...

[lullabyebyegirl]

umm yeah.
this is the second time in a row
i have taken a backseat
to your relationships.
and i really fucking hate it.
how is it
that everytime
something shitty happens to me
you find a way to not be there for me
because everyone else
i.e. your boyfriend
is more important.
i have always tried to make time for you.
especially when you were upset.
but i guess i'm just
not worth that much right?
all of you are the fucking same.
you're all just like my dad.
you love me so much
but as soon as i become inconvenient
you fucking split.
fucking unreliable.
thanks a fucking million.

the kitchen is cold
but the coffee is warm
the sun's coming up
the day's just begun
and you're already bored
bored of cheering me up
bored of calming me down
bored of drying me eyes
but there once was a time
when you were the one...