i'm alive!!
ok, i know i haven't updated in over three months, go ahead and crucify me. since i last updated, in a nutshell, i did some slave labor, was kidnapped by a congregation of chinese christians, and sold my soul to social justice. ok, maybe things weren't so drastic, but in a way that's really what happened. i really don't want to recap the entire hiatus i took from live journal because, well, i'm lazy. the truth is, i would have come back sooner, but i was too ashamed to show my face here after i had been away for so long. but i am no longer missing in action, and i miss everybody!! i know you never realize how much you love somebody/something until you lose it, but is it also possible to not realize how much you miss someone until you go back to them? either way, i've realized lately that i have this tendency to just run away and forget about things, cut off connections, and not worry about them. i'm actually really good at it. but i miss everyone on lj way too much... so here i am!