open your eyes
LOL when a girl wants to push you away they will think of any reason too. Why is a girl so set on making a guy feel like shit for something that is not true. believe me when I am used and then left to dry out on the side walk. I cant understand them what so ever. And I hate the fact that I make mistakes just like anyone else. Its time to own up to the truth and let the chips land where they are. Its something new with her every week. Why cant I have a girl be honest with me and not get up set over a simple question. Maybe this is how it will always be, oh and apparently I am obsessive compulsive disorder. LOL what a trip I have been on. I am going to take some shrooms this weekend probably friday to help me understand what my life is worth and why I am still talking to her. Too much chaos has happened. she is my first love and she thinks I am lying to her. WTF did i do to deserve this abuse. Mixed signals is what i get from her and she thinks I am lying to her. wow what the hell is going on. I cant understand this girl. She says she is in love with me and hides her feelings from me when I am so open with her, that she gets sick of me telling her the truth. lol this is really funny. and i cant get mad at her but only question why she acts the way she does. I have made an agreement with my self that I am making an effort to know how much my life is worth, and if i give up on her now I will only regret how I truly feel and I do love her. Only time will tell. Patience is a virtue. I honestly think that if you express mutual feelings for someone then that means you want to be together. even thought the opposite sex refuses to make it work. Telling me that you love me and then pushing me away is not wanting someone back.