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[lukeboi]

If I'm such a guy, why can't I just take the T challenge?

It's strange how much my interactions with lovers change based on how readily I can tell they respect my masculinity. I always feel like the guy, that is for sure, and they often feel like the girl but sometimes that just isn't enough

Comments

[knowyermonkey]

are you saying you aren't takin the nesT plunge..cause yer not ready or not sure you want to? or cause it's not available to you?

if its cause yer not ready or not certain you want to..well, my opinion is...there's nothing sayin you HAVE to. I mean...to each their own.

[lukeboi]

well, I've been considering it for nigh on three years now, and I've never felt consistently good enough about it to take steps towards getting on T. I was vehemently opposed to it for a while for various reasons, and have in recent months been experiencing a sporadically intense desire to persue T at once.

True while there is nothing saying I HAVE to go on T, there are a lot of complicated factors in play, some of which indirectly make me feel pressured to start hormones. It's a long story...

[leftfield18]

just because you are scared to take t doesn't make you any less of a man. being a man isn't about being macho and/or diving into something you're not sure about. being a man is about taking the time you need to get to know yourself so you know more of what you want, and who you want to grow to be, if that makes sense. it's aboutmmaking the right choice for you, no matter how long that takes.

[lukeboi]

I know I know...

I think what I meant by that is, that since I feel like such a guy in certain circumstances...like hardcore totally a guy when it comes to anything having to do with sex and having sex, or in most of my interactions with women...if I feel in certain spheres of my life wholly and completely hopelessly just a guy, why does that not always seem like enough of an indicator that I should start T?