Comments | luke_xl8: Insomni-ish

luke_xl8

Insomni-ish

Dec 06, 2008 05:45

So, i'm in another mood, though slightly dissimilar from last time, where I just don't want to go to bed. I have nothing keeping me up, I have no reason to stay awake, and I really don't know why I am still here, but still I remain ( Read more... )

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preciousbayne December 6 2008, 22:18:28 UTC

You're a night person because you hover at the edges of clinical depression.

luke_xl8 December 6 2008, 23:26:02 UTC

If this is hovering at the edges, I'd hate to be one of those folks who are buried neck-deep. I'd never get anything done.

preciousbayne December 8 2008, 11:05:44 UTC

Hey, welcome to my world! It takes a lot of discipline to not get neck deep. I have a friend, a guy I used to work with that is six years younger than me. He has about as much discipline as I did at that age, although he is one step ahead of where I was then and does actually know what's wrong with him. He doesn't get anything done. Day after day he traps himself in these vegetative depressive states, lingering on the edges of the suicide that will eventually get me, but wallows in it, refusing to do anything to help himself ( ... )