Keep focus on the good things.
Focus on the good things in life.
I'll try that. I don't want to be negative, and I don't want to sit here crying. I haven't cried today, not a single tear. Yesterday was worse - now is better.
I am still crushed about so many things; but I'll try not to think about it too much. I will focus on the good parts, instead of over-analyzing and over-thinking everything else.
Because in my heart of hearts, I really do believe in the two of them. And I think they will come back; I'm sure they will. I saw them together on World Wing and it was so obvious to me, then. No one will never, ever, be able to break them apart. So they'll keep trying.
And I, for one, really do love everything they release. I am sure they'll come back. Of course they will; they're takitsuba! ♥
They'll be back, and they'll be happier then ever to finally be together again, and they will do something even better than ever before. ♥ We've all been through things like this before; we can make it through again! ♥
I have seen World Wing '08. I've actually been part of it. I've seen him drum until, literally, his legs give in. I've seen him dance his heart out. I've seen him sing his own songs in his own butai. I have seen him sing them with such passion and intensity that I have had goosebumps all over my body. I've seen him challange so many new things this year, and I've seen him act, and I've seen him improve on stage. I've seen him happy, and I've seen him serious. I've seen him joking with the fans and I've seen him laughing and giggling. And I should only be grateful.
I got to see the Sennen medley again, and I got to hear him sing Take Your Hands. And I got to see him dance his Flamenco, and I saw his red heels in real life, with my own eyes. I got to see World Wing Tsubasa Premium 2008. I am so lucky.
I got to see, once more, how much of a true artist Imai Tsubasa-san really is. And it makes me proud to say that I am his fan.
And most important of all, for me at least - I got to see Tackey & Tsubasa together again. I got to see them together. I got to see them together. And I was once again reminded why I love this unit so much. Why Takitsuba is infinity and why I have never, ever gotten as deep into a fandom as I have in this one.
Because they're them, and because they are the happiest when they are together. Tsubasa was happy in ALL the shows I went to. But when Takki was there with him, he wasn't happy - he glowed. He was more than happy. Neither of them could stop smiling, the laugh-wrinkles around their eyes were so prominent; they LOVED being there together. And when I remember it, I really do feel sure; they will be back, because nothing could ever keep them away from each other. They're made for that; made for standing there on stage together.
I feel better the more I think about that. How they really do light up in each others company; how it is so obvious that they are the happiest when together!
So, we might have a long period of waiting. But, please don't forget Tackey & Tsubasa.
So, things that makes me happy;
I am in TOKYO. And I love it here. I love this city, and I love the people here. I love the food and I love the things you can do here. I love the way the trains are always on time, and I love how I have only 3½ hours of school everyday - it gives me more time to do other things. I love taking purikuras and wandering down takeshita doori in the early afternoon; it isn't as cramped and you can actually see stuff.
I love Shibuya and its sheer magnitude - it makes you feel small and it gives you perspective on things.
I love how Japanese is starting to make more sense, and I love how cute my teachers are. I love my friends who put up with my endless whining and complaining and crying and moping over silly things. I love my family, and I love SKYPE which makes it possible for me to speak to them often, even though I am on the other side of the earth. I love how my mean migraine-attacks have seemed to completely stopped ever since I left my job and came here.
I love Curry, and I love that we have a restaurant with the worlds most delicious curry just a 5 minutes walk from where we live. I love how every morning, at 08.08, an empty train arrives at our train-station - it means I often get to sit, instead of standing cramped for 40 minutes in the Tokyo chikatetsu. I love my pretty Softbank-cellphone, and I love that you can send emails with it. I love to be irresponsible and just be here with hardly any kind of obligations whatsoever; it feels good to do something for myself after everything that went on at work for so long. I love Starbucks Caramel-frappuchino and I love meronpan. I love that there is conbinis in every single street-corner, and I love it that they're open 24/7.
I love being here! And I love Tackey & Tsubasa. ♥
I'll try that. I don't want to be negative, and I don't want to sit here crying. I haven't cried today, not a single tear. Yesterday was worse - now is better.
I am still crushed about so many things; but I'll try not to think about it too much. I will focus on the good parts, instead of over-analyzing and over-thinking everything else.
Because in my heart of hearts, I really do believe in the two of them. And I think they will come back; I'm sure they will. I saw them together on World Wing and it was so obvious to me, then. No one will never, ever, be able to break them apart. So they'll keep trying.
And I, for one, really do love everything they release. I am sure they'll come back. Of course they will; they're takitsuba! ♥
They'll be back, and they'll be happier then ever to finally be together again, and they will do something even better than ever before. ♥ We've all been through things like this before; we can make it through again! ♥
I have seen World Wing '08. I've actually been part of it. I've seen him drum until, literally, his legs give in. I've seen him dance his heart out. I've seen him sing his own songs in his own butai. I have seen him sing them with such passion and intensity that I have had goosebumps all over my body. I've seen him challange so many new things this year, and I've seen him act, and I've seen him improve on stage. I've seen him happy, and I've seen him serious. I've seen him joking with the fans and I've seen him laughing and giggling. And I should only be grateful.
I got to see the Sennen medley again, and I got to hear him sing Take Your Hands. And I got to see him dance his Flamenco, and I saw his red heels in real life, with my own eyes. I got to see World Wing Tsubasa Premium 2008. I am so lucky.
I got to see, once more, how much of a true artist Imai Tsubasa-san really is. And it makes me proud to say that I am his fan.
And most important of all, for me at least - I got to see Tackey & Tsubasa together again. I got to see them together. I got to see them together. And I was once again reminded why I love this unit so much. Why Takitsuba is infinity and why I have never, ever gotten as deep into a fandom as I have in this one.
Because they're them, and because they are the happiest when they are together. Tsubasa was happy in ALL the shows I went to. But when Takki was there with him, he wasn't happy - he glowed. He was more than happy. Neither of them could stop smiling, the laugh-wrinkles around their eyes were so prominent; they LOVED being there together. And when I remember it, I really do feel sure; they will be back, because nothing could ever keep them away from each other. They're made for that; made for standing there on stage together.
I feel better the more I think about that. How they really do light up in each others company; how it is so obvious that they are the happiest when together!
So, we might have a long period of waiting. But, please don't forget Tackey & Tsubasa.
So, things that makes me happy;
I am in TOKYO. And I love it here. I love this city, and I love the people here. I love the food and I love the things you can do here. I love the way the trains are always on time, and I love how I have only 3½ hours of school everyday - it gives me more time to do other things. I love taking purikuras and wandering down takeshita doori in the early afternoon; it isn't as cramped and you can actually see stuff.
I love Shibuya and its sheer magnitude - it makes you feel small and it gives you perspective on things.
I love how Japanese is starting to make more sense, and I love how cute my teachers are. I love my friends who put up with my endless whining and complaining and crying and moping over silly things. I love my family, and I love SKYPE which makes it possible for me to speak to them often, even though I am on the other side of the earth. I love how my mean migraine-attacks have seemed to completely stopped ever since I left my job and came here.
I love Curry, and I love that we have a restaurant with the worlds most delicious curry just a 5 minutes walk from where we live. I love how every morning, at 08.08, an empty train arrives at our train-station - it means I often get to sit, instead of standing cramped for 40 minutes in the Tokyo chikatetsu. I love my pretty Softbank-cellphone, and I love that you can send emails with it. I love to be irresponsible and just be here with hardly any kind of obligations whatsoever; it feels good to do something for myself after everything that went on at work for so long. I love Starbucks Caramel-frappuchino and I love meronpan. I love that there is conbinis in every single street-corner, and I love it that they're open 24/7.
I love being here! And I love Tackey & Tsubasa. ♥