solo-con

Oct 28, 2008 12:43

I got en email from my japanese friend, M-san today; she was at senshuraku and emailed me as soon as she got out and told me about it.

Tsubasa solo kuricon.

Solo-christmas concerts is okay. Because we knew there would be no more unit this year. So I can handle that; I can be happy about it...

But the solo-tour. When? When is that supposed to be? January? Later in the spring? Summer?
What, exactly, is going on? I don't even know what to think anymore. I really don't. And I was so so so so happy to have seen them together on the birthday show and everything really did feel like it'd be okay then. But now again, I'm at this "I-Just-Don't-Know" state.

How are they thinking? What is avex thinking? What is the Jimusho thinking? What is Takki and Tsubasa thinking? What do they say about all this?

I am trying so hard not to be negative because I hate it; since I love the two of them. Love the two of them separately, love the two of them together. And I want to always, always suport the two of them. But right now it is so so difficult, being an "&" fan.

Ah, wakannai. But when is the solo-tour? Because I was silently hoping that they would somehow find the time to release the [2oo 6exy] album before Takki's 27th birthday in March. Maybe by late february and start a tour in March. I want to see them both, I want to see a takitsuba concert before I go home. I don't think I will survive, missing another tour... I need to see them together again. I never want them to stop trying, and I don't want the fans to stop trying, or hoping and loving them, but sometimes it is really, really difficult, being their fan.

Ah, I just don't understand anything right now...

I miss 2007 so much. ;_; I miss Dame-tour, and I miss the add-cons in May, and I miss Dame/Crazy rainbow-rosh; because it was honestly the most fantastic rush I have ever seen, with domoto kyodai and god-knows what and I miss Samurai, and I miss seeing them on TV and I miss 24jikan, and I miss Tsubasa's longer hair, which has nothing to do with the unit, but I do, and I miss them, together.

And now I am, all negativity and depressing, even though I'd promised myself to stop doing that.

tsubasa, rant, takitsuba, concert

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