cloud nine~
I've been on cloud nine for, like, a month because of takitsuba. I've been trying to explain how I'm feeling right now but it's almost impossible.
But... I am so happy lately! Happy with them, happy for them, extatic in my pairing worshipping. Ever since this spring, at the takitsuba event at YokoAri that I attended, it's getting worse and worse each day I think.
And the past month, they've been totaly killing me. I've tried to explain it with how I have for the past month been walking around on my tip toes. It feels like I'm on a constant high, up to the point where I can't even put my heels down on the floor because I feel like my feelings are bouncing constantly because of them!
And today's been worse than ever. I woke up this morning to 94 (!) extremely flaily emails about a translation of the most recent Frau magazine, in which takitsuba have an interview adressing their hatus and... it's just. WOW. It's perfection. To finally finally hear them talk about it in earnest. And know their feelings and.
It's got me so convinced that they are, in face, soulmates! There are quotes where Tsubasa talks about being depressed, still not knowing who he was, needing to find himself. How he had to destroy himself to completely rebuild who he was. There are Takki saying Tsubasa is too pure and naive, just like he was 17 years ago.
They're seriously saying they can understand each other without words, know what the other mean by just looking into each others eyes. And ooh my god, Takki honestly waited for Tsubasa during these years while Tsubasa went around the WORLD to find himself, and wahhhh, he's the perfect human being, I'm so happy they have each other. ♥
I just can't, with all these feelings. This interview confirms it how it's not just love - they're soulmates, what other can it be? I'm going to tear up. Again.
Everyone should read this scanlation, it's precious, perfect, interesting, sad, beautiful and ~wibble wibble wibble~ I loooveee themmmmmmmmmmm ;_____; Go read it over here: at the Takki forum!
I had a long shift at work today and couldn't concentrate at ALL during the whole day lololol!
And I should head to bed, but instead I'm still going through all the different promo appearances and I finally saw THIS:
Tsubasa saying he doesn't want to change anything about their unit, but he wants to make sure that Takki always smiles. And Takki's shy laughter and OH MY GOD, they seriously are going to kill me one day. Soon. That day is coming oh so soon. And I think Tsubasa is working so hard at making Takki keep smiling now. And I've never seen him as smiley and happy and goofy and BRAVE as he's been lately. They're so good for each other, my heart melts for them. ♥
And now I need sleeepppp~!
But... I am so happy lately! Happy with them, happy for them, extatic in my pairing worshipping. Ever since this spring, at the takitsuba event at YokoAri that I attended, it's getting worse and worse each day I think.
And the past month, they've been totaly killing me. I've tried to explain it with how I have for the past month been walking around on my tip toes. It feels like I'm on a constant high, up to the point where I can't even put my heels down on the floor because I feel like my feelings are bouncing constantly because of them!
And today's been worse than ever. I woke up this morning to 94 (!) extremely flaily emails about a translation of the most recent Frau magazine, in which takitsuba have an interview adressing their hatus and... it's just. WOW. It's perfection. To finally finally hear them talk about it in earnest. And know their feelings and.
It's got me so convinced that they are, in face, soulmates! There are quotes where Tsubasa talks about being depressed, still not knowing who he was, needing to find himself. How he had to destroy himself to completely rebuild who he was. There are Takki saying Tsubasa is too pure and naive, just like he was 17 years ago.
They're seriously saying they can understand each other without words, know what the other mean by just looking into each others eyes. And ooh my god, Takki honestly waited for Tsubasa during these years while Tsubasa went around the WORLD to find himself, and wahhhh, he's the perfect human being, I'm so happy they have each other. ♥
I just can't, with all these feelings. This interview confirms it how it's not just love - they're soulmates, what other can it be? I'm going to tear up. Again.
Everyone should read this scanlation, it's precious, perfect, interesting, sad, beautiful and ~wibble wibble wibble~ I loooveee themmmmmmmmmmm ;_____; Go read it over here: at the Takki forum!
I had a long shift at work today and couldn't concentrate at ALL during the whole day lololol!
And I should head to bed, but instead I'm still going through all the different promo appearances and I finally saw THIS:
Tsubasa saying he doesn't want to change anything about their unit, but he wants to make sure that Takki always smiles. And Takki's shy laughter and OH MY GOD, they seriously are going to kill me one day. Soon. That day is coming oh so soon. And I think Tsubasa is working so hard at making Takki keep smiling now. And I've never seen him as smiley and happy and goofy and BRAVE as he's been lately. They're so good for each other, my heart melts for them. ♥
And now I need sleeepppp~!