9/27 and 9/28th... Heart.
Hello all... To be completely honest, I obviously haven't been listening to my heart.
The reason for that was- whenever I did in a relationship- someone always said something hurtful and left me in the cold. I simply blamed putting my heart forth as the reason why I felt pain, and completely shut off my heart. I of course would like to relearn, and understand why I was in any emotional pain to begin with. It wasn't something I liked. It's been a heavy road.
I believe the pain and addictions all came with not listening to my heart and reacting/behaving on something entirely different, however this is not proven...
I'd like to know what I'm doing anymore.
The reason for that was- whenever I did in a relationship- someone always said something hurtful and left me in the cold. I simply blamed putting my heart forth as the reason why I felt pain, and completely shut off my heart. I of course would like to relearn, and understand why I was in any emotional pain to begin with. It wasn't something I liked. It's been a heavy road.
I believe the pain and addictions all came with not listening to my heart and reacting/behaving on something entirely different, however this is not proven...
I'd like to know what I'm doing anymore.