Nani wa...?
This is to a certain someone (NOT DARK). Did your connection die, or was it a block ya still owe meh. Being gone for all that long (two or more years) what'd ya expect? Me to hold on and still want to stay after havin' been rejected when asked to be in a relationship? The longer ya were away in 2003, the more I hurt, so I had to erase memory or else i'd fall into depression / suicide that long ago. All attempts were completely ignored, 100%. The worse punishment for a person is to block out communication. Distance wont make ya a better person with you've known me. I had to move on, or ya could lose me for life. I can see perhaps your in a lot of pain, but it in return has caused my pain. Give positive things before receiving them, but blocking me and running away from fears makes ya no better. Ya said ya wanted friendship/brotherhood, and running off in a jealous streak that I like someone because they're ALWAYS there for me and never blocking meh and never have left me or rejected, and support me? The complete opposite of what was provided back then in which never could be provided by yourself unless ya stepped in there and forget blocking me? I would assume it to be something more than a friendship, so just let me know. But saying you just wanted friendship, feeling attached before, and rejecting my offer of something more from then, now deciding to come along into some jealous streak and I came back saying I just wanted friendship was all (before such happened). Put yourself in this scenario. Empathy is a treasure for understanding. I ask of you to not take things so much seriously, don't take them personally- this is a little over the edge and not meant to be dealt with so harshly. You can take this how ya want- but that's tough love. But running off would just get me more bitter. If your scared i'd run away, run off, or block you or that you'd lose me to someone... That is something you won't have to be afraid of= for I wont do that. Just know I only gave ya one more chance at the non-blocking game, and another time is just too much to mess with.
So since ya promised some things... I will have to trust ya until they are fulfilled. I expect your replies... If I said anything to you since 04, it wasn't intended to affect you in any bad way, I only wished for some happiness but things end up differently that even I want them. I meant no harm, and only hoped for fun future discussion. I come in peace.
So since ya promised some things... I will have to trust ya until they are fulfilled. I expect your replies... If I said anything to you since 04, it wasn't intended to affect you in any bad way, I only wished for some happiness but things end up differently that even I want them. I meant no harm, and only hoped for fun future discussion. I come in peace.