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[ludomania]

Day 44
Your Name: Luxord
Suicidal Ideation: 0/10
Homicidal Ideation: 2/10
Amount of Sleep Last Night: Uhhh seven hours? I think.
Any Lucid or Vivid Dreams? Explain.: Snake eyes. Pain in my god damn ass.
Moods Experienced Today: Regret (I'm sorry Kid), otherwise boredom
Mood Triggers: Today's been pretty boring...
Significant Thoughts of the Day:

Comments

[statics_silence]

How are you holding up, Lux?

[ludomania]

Not too shabby now that you bring it up.

[statics_silence]

Thats good. I uhh. I want to talk to you-

About something. If you don't mind. It's important.

[ private ]

[ludomania]

Sure, hit me with it.

Re: [ private ] 1/3

[statics_silence]

I uhm. Well I-

Uhm.

Hmm.

Re: [ private ] 2/3

[statics_silence]

... Uh-

Re: [ private ] 3/3

[statics_silence]

D-Demyx.

He told me- About what happened.

[ private ]

[ludomania]

.... oh. Well damn.

Re: [ private ]

[statics_silence]

It..

It's not right, Luxord! I mean- Look I'm not- I'm not like that- but...

Well if he's just going to be so carefree about it then- then damn it you don't need a person like him anyway! I-

I'm not- I just-

He sort of makes me angry... I hate to see someone- someone do that...

to you.

Re: [ private ]

[ludomania]

Makes me angry too, but he's already run off. Waste of my time, anyways.

I've cleaned my hands of him, no worries.

Re: [ private ]

[statics_silence]

Really? You know-

Ah geeze I'm no good at this.

If you ahh- You can talk about it to me. If you want.

Re: [ private ]

[ludomania]

Hm?

I want to talk, but not about this stuff. Demyx is a messed up kid, this is actually a relief.

Re: [ private ]

[statics_silence]

Alright...

Re: [ private ]

[ludomania]

Hey, Jimmy, thanks for everything, you know?

Re: [ private ]

[statics_silence]

H-Haha- I should be thanking you, Luxord.

You-

You've been like a brother to me.

Re: [ private ]

[ludomania]

Do I get to be the older brother?