nothing from nowhere Im no one at all
Is it possible for someone to actually become stupid? I feel as if I have lost a significant ammount of intelligence in the last couple months... this is not good, perhaps I should start reading more often I used to read all the time and I havent been reading much lately. I have 5 books to read for dual credit english 4 next year so hopefully I will get motivated and start reading them soon or Ill most likely fail English 4. Anyways I start college this thursday, Im taking Philosophy 1301 at kingwood. Im excited and I think itll be alot of fun so hopefully I do well in the class and meet some new people. Tuesday I have to go to the highschool to take my exit level english taks test, that should be loads of fun... I feel as if I've done nothing this summer which is quite odd seeing as how I spent the first month of summer in Europe... I need to get motivated and start living, Ive been such a bum for the past 3 weeks and I hate feeling this unpreductive. Im extremely depressed and have been for sometime now, Pretty much since before my birthday in Greece. I really really need some one to hang out with,and a boyfriend would be nice and good for my self esteem. But I know if Id just get off my ass and start working out again and get a job and start playing guitar again I'd feel so much better. So my new goals for the moment starting Monday ( which just happens to be today ) Im going to eat no sugars and less meat which will eventaully hopefully lead to no meat, Im going to try to work out for 30 minutes a day and start doing crunches, Im also going to start reading my summer book list and Im going to do well in college, but most importantly and if you are my friend and are aware of me slacking off on this next goal take it upon yourself to threaten my life or just murder me , I am going to start playing guitar again and I am going to get a job so I can pay for my classical lessons so I will get into texas state, and fullfill my lifel goals and be happy. If you dont help me you are only perpetuating my depression and helping me get closer to driving into oncomming traffic, which at the moment I am very close to doing, alright well enough of my pathetic whinning, I hope that getting motivated will end this depression and maybe result in a fullfilling relationship, I'd really like a boy to accompany me and my guitar on our little journies... someone should call me sometime, even if I dont know you, I like suprises....281-923-9351.... Tootles