Oh so quiet...Oh so still...
Man I am so fucking tired, I got up at about 12:30 today and ate lunch and then I washed my car and then washed my brothers truck and then I had to go to Stef's house to feed her dogs because her family is out of town for the week... and so I get to Stef's house and ofcourse scooter and shorty run up barking but what I expected to be a friendly welcome was not friendly at all...so I fed them and then I decided I'd try to pet one so they could get use to me and the little bastard attempted to bite me....but its all good,I just cant get mad at animals unless its my dog pepper it really makes me angry when he takes it upon himslef to piss on my pants or my back pack and I came very close to killing him when he pissed on my guitar case...ok well enough rambling we'll just get back to the events of my day... so I get back from Stef's and Michelle and I decide to clean up the kitchen and the we went to home depot and bought sea foam green paint for my bath room, and came back and painted, oh and now Michelle finally seas why I hate my mom. YAY, I feel much better now that she doesnt think Im just a hannis bitch for hating my mother. Oh and just as a side note I informed my dad that I'd like to move out as soon as possible , but if my mom didnt lay off I'd either go crazy and be a horrible child or just leave and his response was ... do what you have to do, but I cant just let you move out, you can stay with friends for a while, just be happy. I really love my dad, he may be overly protective and too strict at times but he really loves me and he really tries to make me happy,I dont know what Im gonna do if anything happens to him, Hes just about the only one that cares about me in this house besides my cat, oh and by the way Brody now goes by Brodizzle and I am now K'dizzle we will no longer answer to our slave names... man Im lame, I think its the lack of companionship... so perhaps I should turn on the charm a bit, because I definitely dont have the looks thing going for me.Its weird how unconfident I am when Im alone and as soon as I get around my friends I feel much better well usually just around Katy Geoff stef and Amber, but I always feel good about myself around them. Maybe its because I know they love me no matter what...well enough Jibba' Jabba' Im off ..... Tootles