Shit why cant I just be happy?!?!?!?!?!?!
Ok I'd like to appologize to Aaron for my fucking insanity. Next ....
I am so sick and tired of all the damn physicalities plauging the world. Cant we just fucking sit in the grass and talk every once in a while or must we fuck. THE WORLD WONT END WITHOUT SEX it will be way more boring but it wont end! So please next time you are with your significant other sit and look at them for a while stare into their eyes and really try to see who they are, I bet you'll find out just how much sex is consuming your relationship. It truly is sad.I think this is why I get so hateful these days "people" and I use that term lightly ,just dont respect eachother, they dont take the time to get to know one another and it breaks my heart it really does. God for once I'd just LOVE to take a walk with someone and share my soul and not feel stupid about that. I miss the intelligent conversations I used ot have at night in the park with Adam, and I know I dont need Adam to have those conversations with but it'd be nice to have SOMEONE to talk to. Goddamn and a boyfriend I could actualyl talk to instead of just fuck would be just GRAND. I was hoping Aaron would be a friend I could talk to but yeah its still early to tell. He scares me and i dont think it his fault I think its mine cause I think I sacre him. Well anyways I need to quit writting for a while... Later.....
I am so sick and tired of all the damn physicalities plauging the world. Cant we just fucking sit in the grass and talk every once in a while or must we fuck. THE WORLD WONT END WITHOUT SEX it will be way more boring but it wont end! So please next time you are with your significant other sit and look at them for a while stare into their eyes and really try to see who they are, I bet you'll find out just how much sex is consuming your relationship. It truly is sad.I think this is why I get so hateful these days "people" and I use that term lightly ,just dont respect eachother, they dont take the time to get to know one another and it breaks my heart it really does. God for once I'd just LOVE to take a walk with someone and share my soul and not feel stupid about that. I miss the intelligent conversations I used ot have at night in the park with Adam, and I know I dont need Adam to have those conversations with but it'd be nice to have SOMEONE to talk to. Goddamn and a boyfriend I could actualyl talk to instead of just fuck would be just GRAND. I was hoping Aaron would be a friend I could talk to but yeah its still early to tell. He scares me and i dont think it his fault I think its mine cause I think I sacre him. Well anyways I need to quit writting for a while... Later.....