Sigh.
I am so frustrated all the time. I don't know who I can talk to anymore, so I'll talk to you. It's like, I was so excited about my summer and so determined to have a great summer but things can never happen good for me. I just feel like I'm so outside of what I used to be, like, and replaceable. All the happy stuff I was talking about last time, well, it still makes me happy thinking about it, and its good things, but like, its starting to dissolve in comparison with all the loneliness I feel. But you know what, I am stopping talking about it here because its just not even worth it.