I've been deep-diving into solutions for my lack of motivation. It comes down to this: I have absolutely ZERO anticipation of a reward! I barely know what a good outcome feels like. I mean, I DO-- but there's a curious lack of feeling in this area of my life. Luckily, I'm too poor, too practical, and too risk-adverse to become a criminal or an ( Read more... )

Well... this is certainly timely, given what else I've been experiencing this last year and will be reporting upon more as we go forward ( Read more... )

Our world is getting hotter much more rapidly than even the most pessimistic scientific models, most of which didn't include the bursts of methane from the permafrost and ocean releases, nor how clouds react differently with the new weather systems being created these days ( Read more... )

While I'm living my life and dealing with gardening and imps and meditation skills-- the world continues to roll on wards ( Read more... )

In "Disclosure" news, 60 Minutes admitted that the government is indeed taking UFOs very seriously, which is sort of big news ( Read more... )

I'm starting to write more again now, but it's true the last month or two have seen a sharp drop in my entries. I've mentioned that I've been doing a "thing" lately with music and meditation to get myself in a better mental place, but I suppose I could explain a little more ( Read more... )

I've had CFIDS (also called ME/CFS) since I had mono at the age of 13. The Covid long-haulers seem to display very similar symptoms, though some have more direct heart and lung damage of course. I'm not the only one who noticed, and I've been following the studies on this quite closely ( Read more... )

Don't miss yesterday's entry, Part 1 of how Trump followers don't deserve to be taken seriously when they argue (among other things ( Read more... )

I got a lot of attention from my last post on LJ. Apparently, Russian citizens are weighing in on Trump's election and how suitable he is as president, as if they're actually American voters. These last 2 guys are not even in this country, I don't think-- which make their attention to my blog's commentary on Trumpers all the more suspect ( Read more... )

I shall skip Yule pics for a day to confront grimmer realities: Covid infection rates here and what's happening in the country ( Read more... )