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Not in a spectacular mood today. Feeling rather icky about myself for some reason. I miss Rich. His class was canceled but instead he has to go to work. At least he will be home for lunch, and thank god for it being Friday and we'll have the weekend. Got paid, so that means grocery shopping. This class has been killer on our time together. He can't come home at lunch for the lack of time they give him and how it wastes gas to drive all the way here for only 20 mins. He hasn't been coming home in the morning after PT either in an effort to save gas. It sucks. I only see him after class, which is usually around 5:30. It seems like we just don't have the time together. We're trying to get Autumn her dinner, trying to make and eat ours, finish up stuff here and there, then we're both so tired and it gets so late. Blah.
Autumn is napping. She is cutting two teeth right now. I can see both of them, the tips have pushed through. They're so cute and little. I can't even believe she's already old enough to get teeth! It's going too fast. She's rolling over like crazy and has this thing about getting on her belly at night now when she's sleeping. Some nights it is fine, others she has a fit when she wakes up like that. I don't know why, because she knows how to roll over from it and does so all the time but she's apparently lazy at night and wants someone else to turn her over. She rolled all the way across the living room floor the other day. Before I know it she's going to be walking. She's been eating squash, sweet potatoes, and carrots. We're going to probably start her on the green veggies next week. Life goes by so quickly.
I miss my friends. I wish people could visit. I hate that part of living so far away. I know it costs money to get here, just like it costs me money to get there. I think transportation should be free damnit. Gas, plane tickets...yeah that'd work for the economy lol. But it would help me. I just want to be visited darnit all. Niki was supposed to visit in May but couldn't, and July or August but that obviously couldn't work out otherwise she'd be here now. I'm worried she won't make it back out until forever. Lisa may visit, but I don't know. Brandy was going to come out this month but had some hospital bills and now can't. She'll be here in January anyhow, but I'd like for it to be sooner. Rach and Em keep saying they're going to visit but lack of money and time off of work are scarce for them. Em said that they would visit before December, but I'm not holding my breath. I just want someone I'm close to to be here. I miss having friends I guess. Being back in Michigan was so nice and I got to hang out with my friends and visit and do stuff. Now I'm back here and I'm just so damn lonely.
I dunno. I gotta go shower while I still have a chance.
Peace-Love-Monkeys
xoxo
About You:
1) What is the happiest age of your life? When I was 20 and the first part of the 21st year up to March 2005. I'm slightly bias though since I've only lived almost 22 years now. There could be better to come.
2) What disease are you most fearful of? cancer, definitely. It's terribly frightening to think that you could get this out of no where and possibly die from it often times at an early age.
3) What time do you usually fall asleep during the week? lately it's been midnight, but thank god last night I went to bed around 9. Autumn's bed time usually aligns close to mine if I can help it. Lately we've been so busy though so it hasn't worked out.
4) What will you be doing 10 years from today? Well Autumn will be turning 10 and a half and I'll probably have a couple other children running around. I imagine I'll be doing some mom like thing like getting ready to go to the park or the zoo. It's summer so they're going to all be home with me. I'm thinking it's going to be a fun day. Maybe I'll mark it on my calendar so that I can make it a fun day just because I said it would be in my lj.
5) What are your two favorite ice cream toppings? caramel and sprinkles
6) What language would you like to master? Spanish...I forgot most of what I learned in school, but I always enjoyed it.
7) What color looks best on you? pink and my mom would say green, but I'm not a huge fan of green. Though it does compliment my skin tone.
8) How much money would like to be making in ten years? Since my youngest will certainly be in school full time ten years from now (at least I hope so) I will probably be teacher's aide by then and the job doesn't pay spectacular but thankfully my hubby brings in the big bucks. I'm only doing that because it's a passion I have and it will cure the boredom of sitting at home while my kids are at school.
9) What one thing would you change about your high school career? What a loaded question for me...I can't pick just one. My attitude, I was such a bitch. My choice in guys. My choices in general. ugh how depressing.
10) How many bones have you broken in your life? well I fractured my wrist, but that's not a break. However when Niki came running into my room telling me Harry Potter was at my computer, I broke my big toe, I'm sure of it!
11) What age were you when you had your most embarrassing hair style? 15. I hated it, the first and only time in my life. I had it layered, not a good look for me.
12) What is your favorite era of American History? the 1920's. I wish I could have lived back then. Though I may have, but I wish I could remember it then lol.
13) What is your favorite flower? Daisy
14) What do you usually sleep in at night? depends on if I had sex before sleeping, if so then nothing, but otherwise probably my comfy pjs
15) What is your favorite cartoon movie? Cinderella or the care bear movies, the actual movies from the 80s not the cartoon ones they have out now.
16) What is the longest you have gone without taking a shower? probably only 2 days. i usually can't last longer than that, i feel scummy as it is on the 2nd day.
17) When is the angriest you have been? I can think of several times. When my dad cheated over and over again and kept coming in and out of our lives. When my grandma died. When Randy hurt me. When Amanda fucked me over. When Rich lied.
18) What one talent of yours do you wish people would recognize more? I don't really care who recognizes what of me. I think if I did that would make me selfish to desire more recognition for a mere "talent".
19) What one person have you wondered whether or not they liked you? liked me as a friend or more? As a friend, Stacey and Emily. Both seemed so fake and on and off so often. As more, that'd be Rich. I was sure he did but he was so scared to admit it, but he acted like he did then he'd back off. It was rather annoying now that you mention it lol.
20) How many times have you been to a place of worship in the last year? wow, none in the last year. Not even for a wedding.
21) How many pillows do you like to sleep with at night? 2-3
22) What do you need more of right now? time
23) Who is the one person you wish you never met? Randy and Amanda
24) How many times have you been in a fight? like a million when I was younger and used to get into fights with my brother, which I have to say was going well for me until he got big enough to beat me up instead.
25) What are you most neurotic about? cleanliness of my house
26) What was your favorite meal growing up? corn-beef burritos (though it isn't made of corned beef, it's regular beef but it has corn in it so that's what I called it) and spaghetti and tacos. I do remember my dad used to make a lot of meals for us, like on the weekends and stuff. It was always something to look forward to, wondering what it would be next. He made a lot of new stuff that he'd just picked up. I remember once he went into a peanut brittle phase and made it by the truck load and like sold it at work or something. Everyone loved it.
27) What is the first thing you do when you get out of bed? find my glasses, pee real quick and then go make Autumn's breakfast.
28) What is the biggest inconvenience about the place you are currently living in? since it is a duplex, which i don't mind, it's my neighbor who lives in it that I do. She's decided to become the humane shelter and harbor like 10 or more cats and it is horribly disgusting since they all shit in our yard now. It's the most nasty thing I've ever had to deal with especially since I am beyond anal about how my home looks and smells, walking out my front door and smelling shit is mortifying. I'm embarassed to even have people come over and I don't know what to do about this situation.
29) What is your favorite flavor of ice cream? ben and jerry's peanut butter cup
30) At what age did you have your first bf/gf? 11
31) What do you bring most to a friendship? well, i'm all of my friend's shrink so a good pair of ears and great advice which is often never followed when given, though turns out in the end to have been the thing that worked and should have been followed in the beginning. I think I'm also pretty trustworthy and I'm extemely loyal. Like a fucking golden retriever.
32) What is your favorite month? September
33) Where is your birthmark? I have a couple
34) How many times do you look at yourself in the mirror? The only mirror we really have is in the bathroom, so when I'm in there
35) How many things are you allergic too? pollen, eucalyptus
36) What is your favorite fruit? grapes, watermelon
37) How many inches would you increase your height by? about 2
38) What is the grossest thing you have ever done in public? this is mortifying so I can't believe I'm saying it, but when i was little my dad took me to the hardware store. I don't remember this whole experience, but apparently I had to go to the bathroom so I wandered off and pooped in one of the display toilets and came back to tell him hoping he'd be proud that I was a big girl and went in a toilet. Needless to say, he was not thrilled.
39) What two people would you most like to stand next to in a picture? Rich and Autumn
40) What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? My gall bladder attacks and contractions during labor.
41) What is your favorite thing about being sick? short of it's the only time Rich totally lets me rest and takes care of Autumn and everything else 100%, but it's kind of a double edged sword because usually when I'm sick I can't get any kind of good rest anyway
42) Who is your favorite comedian? Eddie Izzard and Ellen is pretty funny too
43) What is your favorite dish at a Chinese restaurant? orange chicken at most places, sweet and sour chicken only at Chans in saginaw.
44) What do you consider to be your worst feature? my body
45) What hidden talent do you have that most people don't know about? I think any talent I have is probably known
46) What two words describe your lifestyle? busy, happy
47) What was your most gratifying moment? giving birth to Autumn
48) How many times a year do you usually get sick? once or twice
49) What is your greatest phobia? losing Rich or Autumn and creepy bugs including spiders silverfish cockroaches and the various other HUGE bugs we have residing here in texas.
50) What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Quizznos
51) What is the best costume you've ever worn for Halloween? Probably when I was a bride. I used the dress I wore when I was a bridesmaid in one of my aunt's weddings and it happened to be a replica of the bride's dress and white, so it looked very realistic.
52) What is your biggest regret in life? Turns out I have a lot more than I had ever hoped to.
53) Why do you think some people don't get along with you? I'm a bitch
54) What is your favorite kind of cereal? cinn toast crunch
55) What is one thing you've always wanted as a kid, but never got? one of those cars that you can drive around in
56) Who would you least likely expect a phone call from? Randy
57) What is your favorite chewing gum? Extra- spearmint
58) What is your greatest addiction? sex
59) What song reminds you most of a past or present relationship? 3 doors down-when i'm gone
60) What age are your most embarrassing pictures taken in? i was never very fond of school pics but the worst were from 7th-10th
61) What is your favorite type of cookie? peanut butter
62) Is there anyone or anything your would sacrifice your life for? Who/what? Rich or Autumn if they were ever in danger or in some other situation which needed me to sacrifice my life
63) What is your favorite time of day? evening, sunset
64) What have you tried at life and simply were not good at? lol math
65) Who has the worst name you know? I don't like the name Gretchen so her though she's merely an aquaintance from the past...her and Joni. I feel sad for that name.
66) What is/was your favorite stuffed animal? Max my teddy bear.
67) What is your favorite soft drink? k, so i was a big pepsi person but a month of being at my mom's in june around only coke turned me back to coke
68) What one person would you trust with your most personal possession? Rich
69) What would you like to accomplish this year? lose weight because after the c-section and the gallbladder surgery I am poofy and have that "just had a baby" tummy since when they cut me open they severed all the nerves. And there's something else I'd like to accomplish but it's sort of personal.
70) What is the most common compliment people give you? Rich is always telling me I'm beautiful, but he's obligated to do that.
71) What is your favorite breed of dog? labs. I'm going to get a yellow one, just like I had when I was a kid.
72) What was the worst grade you ever received and in what class? D, in biology 10th grade. Stupid Mr P. He hated me.
73) How many friends do you have that you've known at least ten years? 4 ish. More like 3½ because one of them isn't a total friend, but she is around lol.
74) Who are your biggest heroes? my mom
75) What is the most sacred thing to you? trust, my marriage, husband, daughter, family and friends
76) What are you most proud of? giving birth
77) What is your favorite board game? Monopoly, Life and parcheesi since niki got me addicted to it
78) What makes you want to vomit? sadly a lot of the smells and foods that triggered me being neausous during pregnancy still get to me; eating too much; disgusting smells or sights
79) What is your favorite kind of doughnut? boston cream
80) What is the best advice you've ever received? Everything happens for a reason, what is meant to be will be. I heed this advice and I pass it on constantly, my friends all know that lol.
81) When was the most embarrassing moment of your life? well there's that toilet incident lol, probably any other time I did something stupid and someone else saw it. Each of my car accidents were pretty embarassing. Being drunk has been embarassing.
82) What do you regard to be your nicest feature? I'm not in a very positive mood regarding my looks today so it's best I don't answer this one.
83) What is your favorite pet name/term of endearment? babe, Rich and I call each other that all the time
84) What do you consider to be the greatest threat to your personal stability? the war right now, since it is something that could easily take Rich away from me which in turn would rock the shit out of my personal stability
85) How many cavities do you have? 2 but they are fillongs now
86) What is the hardest thing for you to do? trusy and regain trust
87) What is your favorite flavor of Jellybeans? green ones
88) What color underwear are you wearing now? none lol I'm in my pjs
89) What three adjectives describe you best? blunt, honest, loving
90) What was your favorite year of school? Why? Junior year, which I'm not sure why. I just had so much fun, and Niki and I were so close and had the best times. Though it is when a lot of shit with Randy went down too. But overall, it was so wonderful. I miss so much about that year. So much that I will never get back.
91) What is your favorite kind of candy? m&ms
92) Who is the most famous person you've ever met? um, I saw the cast of the real world when I was at CMU freshman year does that count?
93) What one word best describes your life? exciting
94) What is the worst thing you have ever witnessed? I don't think I've ever witnessed anything horrible in person but people I know have experienced horrible things, like giving birth to a stillborn baby and I've seen some awful things on television.
95) What has always been your life long dream? A happy marriage and to have children, thankfully I've been blessed enough to have that dream come true.
96) What is the biggest part of your body? as I said earlier, today is not a good day as far as optimism on my looks. The whole damn thing is big. I feel very fat today.
97) What is your favorite genre of movies? i am such a huge movie person, i love so many. Horror, drama, romantic comedy, comedy, thriller, suspence, family. The only kind I don't care for are foreign and westerns
98) What do you consider your most prized object? my pictures
99) What would you like your nickname to be? I'm cool with the ones I have
100) What do you consider to be your nicest feature? My personality, does that count?
101) Who is your favorite super hero? I kind of dig batman...and rogue & wolverine on xmen rocked
Autumn is napping. She is cutting two teeth right now. I can see both of them, the tips have pushed through. They're so cute and little. I can't even believe she's already old enough to get teeth! It's going too fast. She's rolling over like crazy and has this thing about getting on her belly at night now when she's sleeping. Some nights it is fine, others she has a fit when she wakes up like that. I don't know why, because she knows how to roll over from it and does so all the time but she's apparently lazy at night and wants someone else to turn her over. She rolled all the way across the living room floor the other day. Before I know it she's going to be walking. She's been eating squash, sweet potatoes, and carrots. We're going to probably start her on the green veggies next week. Life goes by so quickly.
I miss my friends. I wish people could visit. I hate that part of living so far away. I know it costs money to get here, just like it costs me money to get there. I think transportation should be free damnit. Gas, plane tickets...yeah that'd work for the economy lol. But it would help me. I just want to be visited darnit all. Niki was supposed to visit in May but couldn't, and July or August but that obviously couldn't work out otherwise she'd be here now. I'm worried she won't make it back out until forever. Lisa may visit, but I don't know. Brandy was going to come out this month but had some hospital bills and now can't. She'll be here in January anyhow, but I'd like for it to be sooner. Rach and Em keep saying they're going to visit but lack of money and time off of work are scarce for them. Em said that they would visit before December, but I'm not holding my breath. I just want someone I'm close to to be here. I miss having friends I guess. Being back in Michigan was so nice and I got to hang out with my friends and visit and do stuff. Now I'm back here and I'm just so damn lonely.
I dunno. I gotta go shower while I still have a chance.
Peace-Love-Monkeys
xoxo
About You:
1) What is the happiest age of your life? When I was 20 and the first part of the 21st year up to March 2005. I'm slightly bias though since I've only lived almost 22 years now. There could be better to come.
2) What disease are you most fearful of? cancer, definitely. It's terribly frightening to think that you could get this out of no where and possibly die from it often times at an early age.
3) What time do you usually fall asleep during the week? lately it's been midnight, but thank god last night I went to bed around 9. Autumn's bed time usually aligns close to mine if I can help it. Lately we've been so busy though so it hasn't worked out.
4) What will you be doing 10 years from today? Well Autumn will be turning 10 and a half and I'll probably have a couple other children running around. I imagine I'll be doing some mom like thing like getting ready to go to the park or the zoo. It's summer so they're going to all be home with me. I'm thinking it's going to be a fun day. Maybe I'll mark it on my calendar so that I can make it a fun day just because I said it would be in my lj.
5) What are your two favorite ice cream toppings? caramel and sprinkles
6) What language would you like to master? Spanish...I forgot most of what I learned in school, but I always enjoyed it.
7) What color looks best on you? pink and my mom would say green, but I'm not a huge fan of green. Though it does compliment my skin tone.
8) How much money would like to be making in ten years? Since my youngest will certainly be in school full time ten years from now (at least I hope so) I will probably be teacher's aide by then and the job doesn't pay spectacular but thankfully my hubby brings in the big bucks. I'm only doing that because it's a passion I have and it will cure the boredom of sitting at home while my kids are at school.
9) What one thing would you change about your high school career? What a loaded question for me...I can't pick just one. My attitude, I was such a bitch. My choice in guys. My choices in general. ugh how depressing.
10) How many bones have you broken in your life? well I fractured my wrist, but that's not a break. However when Niki came running into my room telling me Harry Potter was at my computer, I broke my big toe, I'm sure of it!
11) What age were you when you had your most embarrassing hair style? 15. I hated it, the first and only time in my life. I had it layered, not a good look for me.
12) What is your favorite era of American History? the 1920's. I wish I could have lived back then. Though I may have, but I wish I could remember it then lol.
13) What is your favorite flower? Daisy
14) What do you usually sleep in at night? depends on if I had sex before sleeping, if so then nothing, but otherwise probably my comfy pjs
15) What is your favorite cartoon movie? Cinderella or the care bear movies, the actual movies from the 80s not the cartoon ones they have out now.
16) What is the longest you have gone without taking a shower? probably only 2 days. i usually can't last longer than that, i feel scummy as it is on the 2nd day.
17) When is the angriest you have been? I can think of several times. When my dad cheated over and over again and kept coming in and out of our lives. When my grandma died. When Randy hurt me. When Amanda fucked me over. When Rich lied.
18) What one talent of yours do you wish people would recognize more? I don't really care who recognizes what of me. I think if I did that would make me selfish to desire more recognition for a mere "talent".
19) What one person have you wondered whether or not they liked you? liked me as a friend or more? As a friend, Stacey and Emily. Both seemed so fake and on and off so often. As more, that'd be Rich. I was sure he did but he was so scared to admit it, but he acted like he did then he'd back off. It was rather annoying now that you mention it lol.
20) How many times have you been to a place of worship in the last year? wow, none in the last year. Not even for a wedding.
21) How many pillows do you like to sleep with at night? 2-3
22) What do you need more of right now? time
23) Who is the one person you wish you never met? Randy and Amanda
24) How many times have you been in a fight? like a million when I was younger and used to get into fights with my brother, which I have to say was going well for me until he got big enough to beat me up instead.
25) What are you most neurotic about? cleanliness of my house
26) What was your favorite meal growing up? corn-beef burritos (though it isn't made of corned beef, it's regular beef but it has corn in it so that's what I called it) and spaghetti and tacos. I do remember my dad used to make a lot of meals for us, like on the weekends and stuff. It was always something to look forward to, wondering what it would be next. He made a lot of new stuff that he'd just picked up. I remember once he went into a peanut brittle phase and made it by the truck load and like sold it at work or something. Everyone loved it.
27) What is the first thing you do when you get out of bed? find my glasses, pee real quick and then go make Autumn's breakfast.
28) What is the biggest inconvenience about the place you are currently living in? since it is a duplex, which i don't mind, it's my neighbor who lives in it that I do. She's decided to become the humane shelter and harbor like 10 or more cats and it is horribly disgusting since they all shit in our yard now. It's the most nasty thing I've ever had to deal with especially since I am beyond anal about how my home looks and smells, walking out my front door and smelling shit is mortifying. I'm embarassed to even have people come over and I don't know what to do about this situation.
29) What is your favorite flavor of ice cream? ben and jerry's peanut butter cup
30) At what age did you have your first bf/gf? 11
31) What do you bring most to a friendship? well, i'm all of my friend's shrink so a good pair of ears and great advice which is often never followed when given, though turns out in the end to have been the thing that worked and should have been followed in the beginning. I think I'm also pretty trustworthy and I'm extemely loyal. Like a fucking golden retriever.
32) What is your favorite month? September
33) Where is your birthmark? I have a couple
34) How many times do you look at yourself in the mirror? The only mirror we really have is in the bathroom, so when I'm in there
35) How many things are you allergic too? pollen, eucalyptus
36) What is your favorite fruit? grapes, watermelon
37) How many inches would you increase your height by? about 2
38) What is the grossest thing you have ever done in public? this is mortifying so I can't believe I'm saying it, but when i was little my dad took me to the hardware store. I don't remember this whole experience, but apparently I had to go to the bathroom so I wandered off and pooped in one of the display toilets and came back to tell him hoping he'd be proud that I was a big girl and went in a toilet. Needless to say, he was not thrilled.
39) What two people would you most like to stand next to in a picture? Rich and Autumn
40) What is the most physically painful thing that has ever happened to you? My gall bladder attacks and contractions during labor.
41) What is your favorite thing about being sick? short of it's the only time Rich totally lets me rest and takes care of Autumn and everything else 100%, but it's kind of a double edged sword because usually when I'm sick I can't get any kind of good rest anyway
42) Who is your favorite comedian? Eddie Izzard and Ellen is pretty funny too
43) What is your favorite dish at a Chinese restaurant? orange chicken at most places, sweet and sour chicken only at Chans in saginaw.
44) What do you consider to be your worst feature? my body
45) What hidden talent do you have that most people don't know about? I think any talent I have is probably known
46) What two words describe your lifestyle? busy, happy
47) What was your most gratifying moment? giving birth to Autumn
48) How many times a year do you usually get sick? once or twice
49) What is your greatest phobia? losing Rich or Autumn and creepy bugs including spiders silverfish cockroaches and the various other HUGE bugs we have residing here in texas.
50) What is your favorite fast food restaurant? Quizznos
51) What is the best costume you've ever worn for Halloween? Probably when I was a bride. I used the dress I wore when I was a bridesmaid in one of my aunt's weddings and it happened to be a replica of the bride's dress and white, so it looked very realistic.
52) What is your biggest regret in life? Turns out I have a lot more than I had ever hoped to.
53) Why do you think some people don't get along with you? I'm a bitch
54) What is your favorite kind of cereal? cinn toast crunch
55) What is one thing you've always wanted as a kid, but never got? one of those cars that you can drive around in
56) Who would you least likely expect a phone call from? Randy
57) What is your favorite chewing gum? Extra- spearmint
58) What is your greatest addiction? sex
59) What song reminds you most of a past or present relationship? 3 doors down-when i'm gone
60) What age are your most embarrassing pictures taken in? i was never very fond of school pics but the worst were from 7th-10th
61) What is your favorite type of cookie? peanut butter
62) Is there anyone or anything your would sacrifice your life for? Who/what? Rich or Autumn if they were ever in danger or in some other situation which needed me to sacrifice my life
63) What is your favorite time of day? evening, sunset
64) What have you tried at life and simply were not good at? lol math
65) Who has the worst name you know? I don't like the name Gretchen so her though she's merely an aquaintance from the past...her and Joni. I feel sad for that name.
66) What is/was your favorite stuffed animal? Max my teddy bear.
67) What is your favorite soft drink? k, so i was a big pepsi person but a month of being at my mom's in june around only coke turned me back to coke
68) What one person would you trust with your most personal possession? Rich
69) What would you like to accomplish this year? lose weight because after the c-section and the gallbladder surgery I am poofy and have that "just had a baby" tummy since when they cut me open they severed all the nerves. And there's something else I'd like to accomplish but it's sort of personal.
70) What is the most common compliment people give you? Rich is always telling me I'm beautiful, but he's obligated to do that.
71) What is your favorite breed of dog? labs. I'm going to get a yellow one, just like I had when I was a kid.
72) What was the worst grade you ever received and in what class? D, in biology 10th grade. Stupid Mr P. He hated me.
73) How many friends do you have that you've known at least ten years? 4 ish. More like 3½ because one of them isn't a total friend, but she is around lol.
74) Who are your biggest heroes? my mom
75) What is the most sacred thing to you? trust, my marriage, husband, daughter, family and friends
76) What are you most proud of? giving birth
77) What is your favorite board game? Monopoly, Life and parcheesi since niki got me addicted to it
78) What makes you want to vomit? sadly a lot of the smells and foods that triggered me being neausous during pregnancy still get to me; eating too much; disgusting smells or sights
79) What is your favorite kind of doughnut? boston cream
80) What is the best advice you've ever received? Everything happens for a reason, what is meant to be will be. I heed this advice and I pass it on constantly, my friends all know that lol.
81) When was the most embarrassing moment of your life? well there's that toilet incident lol, probably any other time I did something stupid and someone else saw it. Each of my car accidents were pretty embarassing. Being drunk has been embarassing.
82) What do you regard to be your nicest feature? I'm not in a very positive mood regarding my looks today so it's best I don't answer this one.
83) What is your favorite pet name/term of endearment? babe, Rich and I call each other that all the time
84) What do you consider to be the greatest threat to your personal stability? the war right now, since it is something that could easily take Rich away from me which in turn would rock the shit out of my personal stability
85) How many cavities do you have? 2 but they are fillongs now
86) What is the hardest thing for you to do? trusy and regain trust
87) What is your favorite flavor of Jellybeans? green ones
88) What color underwear are you wearing now? none lol I'm in my pjs
89) What three adjectives describe you best? blunt, honest, loving
90) What was your favorite year of school? Why? Junior year, which I'm not sure why. I just had so much fun, and Niki and I were so close and had the best times. Though it is when a lot of shit with Randy went down too. But overall, it was so wonderful. I miss so much about that year. So much that I will never get back.
91) What is your favorite kind of candy? m&ms
92) Who is the most famous person you've ever met? um, I saw the cast of the real world when I was at CMU freshman year does that count?
93) What one word best describes your life? exciting
94) What is the worst thing you have ever witnessed? I don't think I've ever witnessed anything horrible in person but people I know have experienced horrible things, like giving birth to a stillborn baby and I've seen some awful things on television.
95) What has always been your life long dream? A happy marriage and to have children, thankfully I've been blessed enough to have that dream come true.
96) What is the biggest part of your body? as I said earlier, today is not a good day as far as optimism on my looks. The whole damn thing is big. I feel very fat today.
97) What is your favorite genre of movies? i am such a huge movie person, i love so many. Horror, drama, romantic comedy, comedy, thriller, suspence, family. The only kind I don't care for are foreign and westerns
98) What do you consider your most prized object? my pictures
99) What would you like your nickname to be? I'm cool with the ones I have
100) What do you consider to be your nicest feature? My personality, does that count?
101) Who is your favorite super hero? I kind of dig batman...and rogue & wolverine on xmen rocked