Happy Birthday Ryan

[luckypinkducky]

Well today has been really hard. Just for y'all who dont know or who forgot like most people today was Ryans 18th birthday. It hurts so much. Well I made a decision tonite, no more covering up. If Im hurting Im going to get it out. I cant hold it in anymore. Idk what to do but I know Im not wearing a mask anymore. It still hurts like it did that

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I remember...

[mandajo04]

I didn't forget Ryan's birthday. I went to the grave yard. I remember too Anna. I never got to say I'm sorry for what happened at homecoming, and after he died I checked my e-mail to find an e-mail from him that was a bestfriend chain letter thing. I cried my eyes out when I read it. I pass by Parkview all the time and see his cross in the parking lot and remember the day we all went there after the funeral and visited his parking space and signed his locker. I miss him too. I wish I could have the chance to talk to him once more because I'd tell him how sorry I am and how much I wish I could take his place. It's hard... and I'm still here for you if you ever need anything.

i luv u

[tinkerbell81285]

hey anna. just want u 2 know that i love u n if u need nething gimme a call. im here 4 u if u need me. i love u!

*i love u*

[crazypartyguh]

Anna i didnt forget either! i kno u are hurting and that was a horrible thing for u to go thru and i wish u hadnt gone thru it! i really love and care bout u! i have also seen how things have changed since ryans death. i hate the fact nobody ever talks nemore either and i never see u nemore. Just kno im here for always. im sorry i havent called or nething i feel like a bad frend. i thought bout u on his b-day and prayed that u were ok. he is very missed and i think u are soooo very strong. i admire ur strength and wish i have the same. i miss u and never ever hesiatate to call me ok! i truly love u!! wit all my heart!

I LOVE MY ANGELS

[belahbelah32]

Hey My Angel,
I know that we've talked about all the Ryan stuff about a million and five times! You know if we need to talk about Ryan for the next 15 years THAT'S OK, I'll be here! I know that things are so hard for you right now but I want you to know you're not going through it alone, and you know that we've talked about! I also KNOW what you mean about having things they were before this happened, we had so much fun together being so stupid!! Hey did you know the girl in the movie has a bug on her butt?? That should make you smile!! Honestly, the only thing that could have made losing Ryan worse is if I had lost you too! I thank God everyday that I have you in my life. I know we don't see each other anymore but I want you to ALWAYS remember these 3 things, THAT I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH, Ryan's watching over us EVERYDAY, and I'M ALWAYS gonna be here for you!!!!