Nov 06, 2004 14:46
Well I guess I'm back for the mean time. I have been a busy bee lately and it's wearing on me now a days.
I hope everyone is doing fine...i guess I am. Pete and I are still together, but I decided not to marry himn after all. I tried to talk to him about the wedding and the plans but he didn't want tohave any say or he would tell me that it's going to have to wait for quite a while. I was fine with the plan he had until he said he didn't even want to get married in the first place. So basicly he flaked out on me. So i jsut threw out all of the wedding plans and told him to go frack himself. Then he sees all the stuff i threw away and asked what it was doing in the trash and I told him that I didn't want to marry him any more. Boy, did he get pissed. I was a huge arguement but he saw it my way.
MATTHEW IS ALMOST A YEAR OLD!!!! god you guys you all should see him in real life..He is a big boy...I compared him to a one year old and he is bigger than that. WOW I'm kind of scared about him growing up. I know he'll grow up fine but just the thought that he is growing is scary enough. well Love to you all!
Got to go he's awake and I need to feed him...
Loves and Huggs!