Hey Ho
What's everyone doing now a days? Well all I've been doing is planning my wedding and boy do I feel tired. I put myself in the mental institution because I can't handle all the stress that was building up. Now I'm on all kinds of drugs and I'm more relaxed. Pete has been a big help about the wedding so I don't go nuts again. I love taking care of my son which is no problem but everything else is just fucking hell. I don't trust myself being alone or I might do something to myself. Pete has been offering me to go with him to places as well. I think he doesn't trust me as well. I really need friends and I really need help with this wedding which is more than a year away but the stress is getting to me but it needs to get done. well I got to get back home and to Pete before he flips out a good one. LOVE YOU ALL