shes not returnig my cals. not answerin the dooor. thouggt about callin g her brother bt he probably gate me to. i hate me

i dont know wgat to do. i miss her. i love her. i want tp hlep her....... but she hates me.

(ooc: Sengoku is at home drinking away his sorrows... He is very drunk.)

~ There is a metaphysical slant to your love life with the aspect at play today. Perhaps the person you meet at a party was a love interest from a previous life with whom you shared many adventures together. Whatever the scenario, you feel extremely glad to be in their company, as well as very relaxed. You feel as though they are your spiritual ( Read more... )

I've just spent the last hour on the phone to my mom, a very excited and chatty mother she was! She's planning on coming down soon which means she wants to meet you, An! I hope you don't mind? I tried to talk her out of it but... like I said, she's excited. Even more excited to meet the girl who stole my heart~♥I'm also giving serious thought to ( Read more... )

I know, I know I called you, and text you, and I know you'll be coming around later but I'm doing it here as well. Happy birthday, An. I love you. ♥

Sleep is medicated now. Makes me feel weird. I really don't like it. I just want to sleep, is that too much to ask?

An...? Can I... can I see you? If you aren't busy.

~ Today's aspect gives you the confidence to let someone know how you are feeling. If you had some doubts about whether this is appropriate or not, they will be dispelled by going ahead and saying what you have to say. They may even tell you that they were about to say the same thing, but didn't know how to begin. So be brave and have faith. ~Well ( Read more... )

Happy Valentines Day~♥

Ahaha I did it because I could~

Now I have to go and make myself look handsome for my big date~♥

~ Do you have a dating to-do list? If so, get ready to cross a lot of things off it in the beginning of the week! Solutions come easily when you relax, take a step back, and look at your situation from a more objective point of view. A friend who is only trying to help your love life could have the opposite effect over the weekend. Make a vow to ( Read more... )

~ Unusual circumstances could arise that change the course of your creative orientation, Sagittarius. This could involve modern technology in some way, and it’s highly likely that it concerns the gathering, sharing, and use of information. You could find yourself considering some unusual options, which could involve changing jobs, your residence, ( Read more... )

Back to the grindstone again! I can't keep avoiding it I have to jump back in the ring soon otherwise I'm in deep trouble!

At least I've had a few good (wonderful~! amazing~! fantastic~! wonderful~! (did I say wonderful already?)) weeks to keep me warm through the cold, gruelling weeks of training ahead...