jess, why cant you just be happy for me? dont you think if u were a real friend then you would suport me and not put me down for doing what makes me happy?
Fuck that. I am happy for you. Just because I don't call you or talk to you doesn't mean I'm not happy for you. And don't even fuckin dare give me 'if you were a real friend' shit. If YOU were a real friend, you wouldn't let Adrian get between our freindship.
And I don't "put you down." I just wouldn't want my life to be like yours is cause that wouldn't make me happy. I just disagree with a lot of your choices, and that's my right.
I really don't care about you and Adrian anymore. Got over it a long time ago. But it's not my fault. That's great if you're happy with Adrian and only Adrian, cause that's all you'll ever have till you grow some balls.
i didnt let adrian get in between us that was your fault.
if you didnt try and break us up every fucking chance that you got then mabye no i know we would have sitll been friends. if u were him i wont want me to see you either cause all you did waas talk shit about him so
and never once did you say that you were happy for me all you did was critizeze and bitch about hes all wrong for me
you know what i dont give a fuck about you either what are you doing.. getting druck and high every fucking night thats all you will ever do.
im sorry. but i know that you have been there for me in the past, and you dont know how much that means to me. you were there when i needed a place to stay, and everything that happend that one night. but i just want you to understand that this isnt what i want your life to be. and i just want you to be happy for me and to relize that he loves me. i dont understand why after a year you still dont think that. you are so smart and you have so much in you. i know that you can do so much with your life, you just have to take a min. to think about it.
Yes, I obviously know that I have a lot going for me. I don't need you to tell me that.
AND yes YOU did let Adrian get in between us. You didn't give 2 shits that's you 'weren't allowed' to see me, and you didn't do anything or stand up for me.
It's shitty cause I know I was always a good friend to you. And you don't even know how to be a good friend back. Just because I have my own opinions about things... doesn't mean shit. I don't have to like Adrian or your fucked up relationship to be friends with you. I'm not gonna say stuff I don't think. I tell it how it is.
And about what I do with my personal time, that's none of your concern. Not that it even matter, but I haven't gotten high in prob. about a year. And hell yeah I'm donna get drunk when I can. I'm A FUCKING TEENAGER still. Forget what it's like huh? You're just jealous that you can't have it back.
Oh and just in case you didn't read Jo's comment in my journal I'll post it here for. This is a true friend:
ok first off i'd like to comment on the fact that u cant
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no i'm not sad... acually i'm happy. 1 year isnt shit yah its a while but compared to a life time its not, mark has a right to be pissed at me... good and dandy for him i dont care. u have no idea what the fuck ur talking about so just shut the fuck up
i know that you care about mark. thats why when i talked to him, you would have asked me what he said. i think that hes more hurt than pissed off but okay. im glad that you arent going out with him anymore because you werent happy when you were but you seem happy now with dana so good for you to
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i can't wait till i graduate, my first plan is to come visit you and adrian, and get to know adrian better.
i love you and miss you so much
xoxo
sheila
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you are the most amazing friend that anyone can ever ask for i love ya. and you know you will always have a place to stay with me!
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Fuck that. I am happy for you. Just because I don't call you or talk to you doesn't mean I'm not happy for you. And don't even fuckin dare give me 'if you were a real friend' shit. If YOU were a real friend, you wouldn't let Adrian get between our freindship.
And I don't "put you down." I just wouldn't want my life to be like yours is cause that wouldn't make me happy. I just disagree with a lot of your choices, and that's my right.
I really don't care about you and Adrian anymore. Got over it a long time ago. But it's not my fault. That's great if you're happy with Adrian and only Adrian, cause that's all you'll ever have till you grow some balls.
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if you didnt try and break us up every fucking chance that you got then mabye no i know we would have sitll been friends.
if u were him i wont want me to see you either cause all you did waas talk shit about him so
and never once did you say that you were happy for me all you did was critizeze and bitch about hes all wrong for me
you know what i dont give a fuck about you either
what are you doing.. getting druck and high every fucking night thats all you will ever do.
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but i just want you to understand that this isnt what i want your life to be. and i just want you to be happy for me and to relize that he loves me. i dont understand why after a year you still dont think that.
you are so smart and you have so much in you. i know that you can do so much with your life, you just have to take a min. to think about it.
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AND yes YOU did let Adrian get in between us. You didn't give 2 shits that's you 'weren't allowed' to see me, and you didn't do anything or stand up for me.
It's shitty cause I know I was always a good friend to you. And you don't even know how to be a good friend back. Just because I have my own opinions about things... doesn't mean shit. I don't have to like Adrian or your fucked up relationship to be friends with you. I'm not gonna say stuff I don't think. I tell it how it is.
And about what I do with my personal time, that's none of your concern. Not that it even matter, but I haven't gotten high in prob. about a year. And hell yeah I'm donna get drunk when I can. I'm A FUCKING TEENAGER still. Forget what it's like huh? You're just jealous that you can't have it back.
Oh and just in case you didn't read Jo's comment in my journal I'll post it here for. This is a true friend:
ok first off i'd like to comment on the fact that u cant ( ... )
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im glad that you arent going out with him anymore because you werent happy when you were but you seem happy now with dana so good for you to
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