The toys r us jingle is stuck in my head right now, and for a while I did not understand why. Now I do. The closer I get to walking on that stage and graduating from college, the more terrified I get of the future. I don't know what life has in store for me after the W and I am scared. Like the song says: I don't wanna grow up. I have this feeling ( Read more... )

The party Friday was very interesting to say the least. I am not going to go into details on here but trust me it was. I had fun though which I guess is the main point right ( Read more... )

So I found an old picture of me when I went to ICC the other day. For some reason I decided to compare the me of the past to the me of now. A light finally clicked in my head. I have gained way too much weight. I have decided to force myself to try and lose weight. I am trying to eat better, and I went to the gym last night for an hour. That's not ( Read more... )

Not much has happened in the last two days. I locked my keys in my car on Monday morning. That was fun!!! Yesterday was my day off. I got to talk to two of my bestest friends in the whole world-wesley and jamie. Yay!! That was awesome. I talk to jamie more than I talk to wesley so it was great to actually catch up with both of them. If you didn't ( Read more... )

Exhaustion finally turned into insanity last night. Donna & Nauh thought I was on something with the way I was acting. I was jumping around the room, making really stupid comments, and laughing at the stupidest things. I have no idea what came over me. Sorry guys if I scared you a little with my behavior ( Read more... )

So my awesome week came to a crashing halt not very long after I wrote my last entry. I am so busy right now in my life. I don't have a whole lot of just me time or even friends time. I started my internship on Monday at 8:30 in the morning. I really like it there but I have no clue what I am exactly doing and I have this huge fear that I am going ( Read more... )

So I am in a frickin awesome mood lately. I officially have an internship at a really nice law firm here in the C-dub. I start at 8:30a.m. on Monday. I am so nervous and excited about this experience. Oh and on another awesomely fabulous note, I am going to officially be graduating at 9:00a.m. on May 6. YAY!!!!!!!!!! For the first time in quite ( Read more... )

So as always, I went to Dr. Love's last night. I took lots of people with me which was frickin awesome. It is nice to go out with people that you actually like and that act like they like you back. I love going to the club don't get me wrong but I am so exhausted the next day that I can't even think clearly. Maybe I am getting to old to go out ( Read more... )

I fucking hate hipocrits. I despise people who are so frickin two-faced that they hurt people they claim to care about. Why even bother being someone's friend in the first place if you are gonna turn around and act as if they do not exist. I am tired of being the black sheep. If you don't give a damn about me then tell me so and get it over with ( Read more... )

The more I try not to get involved in other people's problems, the more I get sucked in. I am not saying that it is a bad thing. I just worry sometimes if my advice is the correct advice. I am always afraid that someone might start to hate me or my advice will get misunderstood as something bad. All I am trying to do is help but I am terrified of ( Read more... )