Feb 08, 2006 16:08
Ever have one of those days where you need to just go back to bead and
wake up not retarded? Yeah, I am having one of those days today. Let me
detail you my stupidity.
I woke up this morning and got into my car heading off to school
95. Well, my destination was School 95 but my car drove me to
Bath and Body Works. I guess it was early and I was on autopilot,
because when I looked up my car had taken me to the mall. Angry and on
a time restraint, I got onto 290W and drove for about 15 minutes before
I realized I should be on 290E. I had about 5 minutes to be at
the school, when my phone rang. It was the grad student in charge of
the Social Skills program reminding my that today was a hlaf day for
the kids and she hoped I got the email that it was cancelled for today.
So, I drove around pointlessly for about 25 minutes to get no
where.
Then I remembered that my seminar was on Wednesdays. I didn't have any
of the right papers for it, so I ran back to my room, got the articles,
and headed back up to campus. When I got to campus it occurred to me
that I had no idea which room in Prak Hall the seminar was. This was
only the second one and of course I never wrote it down. I emailed the
professor with 45 minutes until class and prayed for a response (he
still has not emailed me back, probably gave up on me as a complete
idiot).
Then Nate called me and asked if I could take him to the doctor. I
figured that since I didn't know which room I was in that day and would
probably miss the class anyways, I might as well miss it for good
reason and take him to the doctor. When we got home, I got a
sandwich for lunch. As I was sitting at the table waiting for my
sandwich to be ready, taling with some friends, I realized that I was
supposed to be in class in 15 minutes! It completely slipped my mind
because I had already skipped two classes and missed Social Skills. I
wasn't thinking in "Wednesday" mode. So, I scarfed down my sandwich on
the bus and made it into class just 5 minutes late.
As I was sitting in class thinking about what an imbicile I am, I
realized that I have a Cognitive Psych quiz tonight and I haven't even
open my notebook. so, I am off to study inthe gym for a few minutes. I
am supposed to give a short presentation tonight in Cognitive, but I am
scaed now that I am going to make a complete fool of myself just basing
it on the way things are going so far. I think I might ask to do it
next week. I'm sure that will be fine.
I can't remember ever being so absent minded (retarded) before. I need
to go bac to bed and wake up not retarded, but I am afraid that I will
not wake up in time for class or fall out of bed or something. I don't
know. I don't trust myself today.