another day closer to giving birth...
Well here I am chewing on ice again... that seems to be my diet food of choice lately. It's about the only thing that cools me down. It's another day. I didn't do much of anything yesterday besides get up early. I was supposed to go to the doctor, but I decided that I wasn't going to go if they weren't going to do a damn thing for me. Stan and I are talking again. I swear he puts up with a lot from me... I have come to the conclusion that I married the greatest man, because otherwise I would have already been divorced.
Anywho I feel like shat... I can't wait to have this midget. I know he'll come whenever he wants to, but I am trying everything that I can to make him come out early. I wish there was some magic potion that I could take to just speed things up. My next doctors appointment is on next Wednesday, I hope to have had Ethan before that time... well I hope. That would be the 4th, and he's supposed to be due on Jan. 9th, but I don't know if I can wait that long. I know if I have to I will wait that long, but I would rather not wait that long.
Ok, some other adult conversation besides about my kid. I have noticed that... since I got pregnant I have lost other things to take about besides being pregnant, and my son. What the hell is up with that? They say that all women get like that, but dammit I don't want to be one of those women.
School starts for me again in 20 days. That's going to be weird going back. I have missed a semester. I didn't think that would be that much, but wow, I'm kinda scared to go back. I'm only taking like 5 classes, but it's going to be weird going back. So much has changed in my life since I left school last year. I got married, pregnant, and gave birth. It's like I squeezed a 5 year period of events into one 10 month period. That's really freaky. It's crazy being an adult now... there's so much to worry about and so much to do. Anyway... I really need to go clean up the house... it looks like shit, and I didn't do anything to it yesterday.
Thought for the day: People come and go throughout your life. What you leave on every person changes them a little bit just as they have changed you.
Anywho I feel like shat... I can't wait to have this midget. I know he'll come whenever he wants to, but I am trying everything that I can to make him come out early. I wish there was some magic potion that I could take to just speed things up. My next doctors appointment is on next Wednesday, I hope to have had Ethan before that time... well I hope. That would be the 4th, and he's supposed to be due on Jan. 9th, but I don't know if I can wait that long. I know if I have to I will wait that long, but I would rather not wait that long.
Ok, some other adult conversation besides about my kid. I have noticed that... since I got pregnant I have lost other things to take about besides being pregnant, and my son. What the hell is up with that? They say that all women get like that, but dammit I don't want to be one of those women.
School starts for me again in 20 days. That's going to be weird going back. I have missed a semester. I didn't think that would be that much, but wow, I'm kinda scared to go back. I'm only taking like 5 classes, but it's going to be weird going back. So much has changed in my life since I left school last year. I got married, pregnant, and gave birth. It's like I squeezed a 5 year period of events into one 10 month period. That's really freaky. It's crazy being an adult now... there's so much to worry about and so much to do. Anyway... I really need to go clean up the house... it looks like shit, and I didn't do anything to it yesterday.
Thought for the day: People come and go throughout your life. What you leave on every person changes them a little bit just as they have changed you.