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that boy and i had this conversation a long time ago:
me: can we get a kid
him:like, off the black market?
me:yes
him:um, okay
me:and also, sponsor one, like from another country
point being, that never happened. the black market baby or the sponsorship.
till sunday night, and i did it on my own. i could choose to indulge in my slightly depressing feelings of how this situations "shouldve been", as in, with that boy, but instead, i choose the positive side.
with or without some boy, it doesnt matter. what does matter is that im giving to help better the life of a little girl in africa. which is something ive wanted to do since i was little. her name is otilia, shes from zimbabwe, and she's 7.
me: can we get a kid
him:like, off the black market?
me:yes
him:um, okay
me:and also, sponsor one, like from another country
point being, that never happened. the black market baby or the sponsorship.
till sunday night, and i did it on my own. i could choose to indulge in my slightly depressing feelings of how this situations "shouldve been", as in, with that boy, but instead, i choose the positive side.
with or without some boy, it doesnt matter. what does matter is that im giving to help better the life of a little girl in africa. which is something ive wanted to do since i was little. her name is otilia, shes from zimbabwe, and she's 7.