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so today was great..
found out that my grandma doesnt have too much longer to live because she can no longer chew and swallow.. my mom (being her legal guardian) had to decide whether a feeding tube for her was the right choice..
most ppl would see it as crule for her to say that it would be better to just let her go but no one knows how hard its been.. she doesnt even know who we are anymore and shes been in the final phase of alzenhiemers (i know thats spelled way wrong)now im debating whether to go see her or not. i should but its hard.. i went and saw her a few months ago and left in tears because she didnt say anything to me and i hate it.
sorry im so selfish :/
found out that my grandma doesnt have too much longer to live because she can no longer chew and swallow.. my mom (being her legal guardian) had to decide whether a feeding tube for her was the right choice..
most ppl would see it as crule for her to say that it would be better to just let her go but no one knows how hard its been.. she doesnt even know who we are anymore and shes been in the final phase of alzenhiemers (i know thats spelled way wrong)now im debating whether to go see her or not. i should but its hard.. i went and saw her a few months ago and left in tears because she didnt say anything to me and i hate it.
sorry im so selfish :/