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things have been going alright.
Friday night: totally random.. drank a little bit blah blah..
Saturday: stayed in bed like all day, went tannin with my lovelys angel and melanie. me and angel had to babysit till about.. 10pm that sucked but afterwards me mel tom and angel got in masks and crashed Dana's party. it was pretty funny, Nick let us in and we just ran in and got them all with silly string. Then we ended up going to Nolans and doing the same thing... angel got punched since Ryan didnt realize who it was, Tom broke Nolans door and we left a mess :-D opps he shouldnt be such a fuckin ass all the time. We ended up stayin the night at Sam's house.. we didnt drink which was not our normal "saturday night routine" i had a little of chris' beer and that was it.. so Go Us!
Here goes my question for everyone that reads this.. ((response would be appreciated))
I've had someone in and out of my life for years now. The good, the bad, lies, fun times, millions of tears, and a billion laughs. To put it bluntly we've done it all and back again heh, but now I'm the the point where I'm in love with him but not in the way I should be, atleast for an actual relationship. I could sit and cuddle with him, and talk with him all day long but im not attracted to him in anything more than that. It's hard because I do want to be with him but its hard not to be 'intimate' lol but the feelings just arent there that way.. at the same time theres no way i could not have him in my life.. and say i dont start a relationship with him, it wouldnt be fair to still cuddle up on him and so fourth while im not with him.. possibly talking to other guys... or just whatever the case is.. its not fair and im at a lose of what to do
I don't want to fall in love with you
I try, try, try but I can't get around the truth
Please don't say my name, give this heart a break
I don't want to make the same mistakes but it's too late
This week is going to be so jam packed with shit to do.. ugh
Monday - practice
Tuesday- nothing
Wed- impact auditions / leaving for central
Thursday - spend day at central - come home - possibly go to impact auditions - help with haunted house until complete
Friday- Haunted house
Saturday- Haunted house
ahhhs
Friday night: totally random.. drank a little bit blah blah..
Saturday: stayed in bed like all day, went tannin with my lovelys angel and melanie. me and angel had to babysit till about.. 10pm that sucked but afterwards me mel tom and angel got in masks and crashed Dana's party. it was pretty funny, Nick let us in and we just ran in and got them all with silly string. Then we ended up going to Nolans and doing the same thing... angel got punched since Ryan didnt realize who it was, Tom broke Nolans door and we left a mess :-D opps he shouldnt be such a fuckin ass all the time. We ended up stayin the night at Sam's house.. we didnt drink which was not our normal "saturday night routine" i had a little of chris' beer and that was it.. so Go Us!
Here goes my question for everyone that reads this.. ((response would be appreciated))
I've had someone in and out of my life for years now. The good, the bad, lies, fun times, millions of tears, and a billion laughs. To put it bluntly we've done it all and back again heh, but now I'm the the point where I'm in love with him but not in the way I should be, atleast for an actual relationship. I could sit and cuddle with him, and talk with him all day long but im not attracted to him in anything more than that. It's hard because I do want to be with him but its hard not to be 'intimate' lol but the feelings just arent there that way.. at the same time theres no way i could not have him in my life.. and say i dont start a relationship with him, it wouldnt be fair to still cuddle up on him and so fourth while im not with him.. possibly talking to other guys... or just whatever the case is.. its not fair and im at a lose of what to do
I don't want to fall in love with you
I try, try, try but I can't get around the truth
Please don't say my name, give this heart a break
I don't want to make the same mistakes but it's too late
This week is going to be so jam packed with shit to do.. ugh
Monday - practice
Tuesday- nothing
Wed- impact auditions / leaving for central
Thursday - spend day at central - come home - possibly go to impact auditions - help with haunted house until complete
Friday- Haunted house
Saturday- Haunted house
ahhhs